- A Blessing In Disguise

2010-04-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

I AM OUT OF HERE BIATCHHH ! (:

225, Gone.

2010-03-12T08:59:00.000-08:00

Hello Lovely People. (:

Tons of things have been happening in life. Family, School, Friendship, Exam result, Camp... You name it. I wouldn't mind listing everything if I wanted to waste a few hours of my time. Too bad. Briefly, everything has been fine just some minor issues here and there but all's good.

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My Exam result are okay too. Not satisfying but okay.

I'm taking 9 subjects this year, and I got A's for 6 of my subjects.

Okay so my Malay sucks; C5. It IS obvious that my Malay sucks. I have the tendency to converse in English most of the time. Even if I do communicate in Malay, there's nothing practical about it, which is normal. & both my written and spoken malay is umm.. pretty messed up too.

Don't talk about D&T. Absolutely disappointing. I have to bare with an underlined, fail mark imprinted in my report card. I can assure you that my theory for D&T is bullshiat but my practical is of a higher standard. Which does mention my marks- Without practical wok, my D&T just sucks.

My Math marks are okay, just not satisfying. I was anticipating and A but I got a B instead, I missed out by 2 marks. Why ? Cause apparently, I was just too careless. I had a few questions with the right steps, right methods just that my final answers were wrong due to wrong signs or alphabet. With that, I loss quite a few marks.

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March holidays are here !

Thank goodness ! :D

I'll blog about the activities/plans I'll be involved in during the March holidays when I find the time to blog again. Meanwhile, I hope all of you have an awesome holiday :D

Alrighto, I'm outszxsz.

xoxo.

224, Hi

2010-03-03T07:25:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiii.

Im not suppose to be here.

HAH.

Im sleepy.

I should be at bed. NOW.

I want to go to bed.

Yes, I think I should.

Alright.

Before I write anything when Im half asleep like 'helufivo;\

...

I think I should go to bedddddddddd.

Kay byeeee.

223, So long..

2010-02-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

Hello Lovely People..

Seems that I haven't been here for quite sometime alright. Looks dusty to me. Huahuahua.

Anyway, lots have been happening in life lately.

Shall list them down briefly.

Where should I start? ...

Alright, so during the CNY holidays, I spent two days in Malaysia. On one of the days, family and I went to meet my grandmother there during the night. Wasn't for long though.. *love* We then headed to Mak's house at Kulai. It was damn awesome I tell you.. Yknw in Malaysia, people get to play with fireworks right? And throughout our time there, fireworks were in the air. Once, there were these fireworks that was just above Mak's house. It was just right above me & damn it was kinda close! Bring sucha vibrate vibe :D

The next day, family and I went to Malacca with Umi's family & with my two nephews on my mum's side. I swear it was scorching hot! But fun [: Went to the malls, did a lil shopping.. We ate a lot! Abg Nor brought myself and bro to the arcade.. Eat some more and reached home early in the morning again -.- Daneal's soooo cute !

Mama & I have been shopping too. AGAIN. I bought another shoe too. AGAIN. I brought jeans, shirt & a cap from Esprit. AGAIN. I spent more than a hundred. AGAIN. -.-

Hmm.. How bout school? School has been okay. Got pretty tensed up with exams but it's all done now.. Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer all questions and I hope I'll get excellent grades. Pray hard.

Drama has been pretty exciting too:D All of us been pretty with our Spectrum, Drama Challenge & Cyber Wellness production respectively. Im in the Cyber Wellness production and I'm the lead role[: I didn't think I could do it but i'll try.. There is definitely so much to learn from and a lot of mistakes that I have to learn from too. Chermaine's definitely an awesome actress and at this stage, I need her guidance to make me a great actress as well (: We'll be headint to Australia in June too ! Will share more of that some other time [[:

Other than that, friends been pretty cool. I just love Syaza, Nabilah & Irah.. The 4 of us are just perfect.. No less. And neither do we need to add another party in our friendship, everything is cool. & I've told Nabilah almost about everything, including the things that I kept from her last year. Sometimes, you just can't predict what others have to say but when you let it go and they understand, it gives you a sense of relief.

Hmmm.. Oh yeah, went over to Kak Ogy's house yesterday since Insyirah had her cukur rambut. Ahhhh, the baby's so cute! And so is her big baby brother, Bazli:D hehe. It felt like a childcare centre for once cause at a point, there were many babies sitting/playing together.. haha. [:

Lastly, I miss Alyph & Syarif. The last time I met them was definitely longer than my last post. Im glad that I get to let some of these misses go since Rif been on teev. Thank God, he'll be on television each week! & Lyph was on teev about a week ago too. Still, watching vids and watching them on television still ain't the same as meeting them. Anyway, I don't know why but everything I watch them on television, my heart throbs. Aftr Rif show os testimony, I got to chat with him and then my heart raced like never before. It did the same while I was watching him on television, same goes for Alyph. Why uh? :/ It's like when I meet them, everything is just cool, it seems like no biggy.. But when I see them on television, my heart throbs. Weird:/

I miss my Bbygirls too.. Im sry I couldn't go for the show tmrw. I really want to but I can't. Sighs.

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When you find love and get it, you feel much more contended. You feel extremely complete and it's like the world revolves around you. You get the attention you need. Constant smiles with each thought. The touch of your lips and the warmth of your hug with the presence is like you're brought to another world. It's like you're so close to someone, so very close that you can't be apart somehow. Another, is when someone just does not come to his senses. That person is blind. How can someone so close be so far so to the other? At times, people get crushed. They curse and swear and cry. But then, they just don't learn their lesson. They repeat the whole process again. Why? Because love is so great. Love overwhelms everything. Love makes you blind to everything else. Love makes you feel important, it makes you feel complete.

I've learnt to live with all those. I've learnt to live it only with my family and friends. I haven't dared to share it with a specific person. I've learnt to be patient and at times I regret. At times I feel thankful for what I have. At times, I think back. At times, I am at my best. At times, I've feel like I need someone to be at my best. & At times, I think I'm losing out. But I've decided to do it my way, and that's to wait, be patient. Cause now, I don't think I've healed enough to head back to square 1.

222, Fabulous February

2010-02-11T03:58:00.000-08:00

6th February 10.

(I texted the things below while I was on my way home from meeting my Bbygirls Awesomist, just that I forgot to send it -.-. So, I shall post it here instead :D So here's something, something for you Awesome Girls. )

"Dearest Lovelies..

1. I felt stupid to have had myself blindfolded, walked into the mall, knocking into some nenek and having to be bullied.

2. I was utterly touched when then blindfold thingy was part of my surprise belated bday celebration cause all the while I thought I was blindfolded for coming late.
3. I am sorry for having to have came late.
4. I thank you Awesome Bbygirls profusely for your thoughtfulness.
5. I was definitely awesomessly happy to have met you girls after so long.
6. The boys were great during their performance and so were we.

7. I thank Mai & Wawa for the skirt.

8. I thank Aai for the food from Arnold's.

9. I thank Mirah for the accessories.

10. I thank Nurul for the dope shades.

11. I thank each and everyone of you for the colourful wheelbarrow with all your lovely wishes.
12. I thank all of you for such a short yet awesome day.13. But mostly, I thank Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful gift, that is my dearest Awesomist Bbygirls.
14. I Love Aai, Mirah, Mai, Nurul & Wawa.
15. Number 14 is the truth and no less.
16. Number 1 to 13 is the truth too, and so is number 16, No Lie."

That mentions about everything on 6th Feb..

From Aai !

From Mai !

From Mirah !

From Wawa !

From Nurul !

From Sleeq- Alyph & Syarif !

7th February 2010.

I thought of supporting the boys yet again though I met them the day before.. After enough of contemplating, I decided to miss that. It was either family & airshow or Sleeqshow. Family comes first, so family it is [: Furthermore, the recording ends around 11++pm and I can't possibly take the bus or cab alone(heh) back home & I don't wanna burden Papa either.

Sooo, family and I went to watch Airshow ! It was funnnn, I tell you. Got to watch planes and jets and helicopters fly above us... It was cool. The scorching weather was pretty threatening though, I nearly got sunburnt. Grr.. Got the opportunity to look at all those dope flying machines close up too [[[: Being a pilot seems like a pretty neat job, you get to fly high above ground, into the sky, with fluffy clouds. How amazing. [:

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Other than all those, school has been pretty hectic. Drama has been 3 times a week, including longer hours due to rehearsals for CNY. Homework are piling since Common Test 1 is like in 2 weeks time ! D: Im feeling pretty confident in some subjects, can do better for most, and not-so-confident for some.. I think I lack revision, like seriously. After reclaiming rest, I shall get myself together as soon as possible ! Okay Best, I better put this to action.

Anyway, Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day are around the corner..

It's pretty obvious that I wouldn't be blogging for like a week or more.. or so..
Therefore, an early Happy CNY for those celebrating it :D
& Happy Valentine's to all ! [[[:

Anyway, Nabilah's my valentine this year.
I don't need a boyfriend to be my valentine, all I need is wonder friend.
Cause some things I know I can assure Nabilah is that,
As a bestfriend, I will not MIA suddenly.
As a bestfriend, I will tell her everything, if not, 3/4 of it.
As a bestfriend, I will not go look around for other poeple to be my bestfriend.
As a bestfriend, I know that it will be very different without her.
As a bestfriend, she will always have my back, no doubt.

Even some boyfriends can't even fulfill this 5 reasons.
And please, don't talk about boyfriends also laa..
:D
1 thing I cannot assure is a forever friendship with Nabilah,
but I can assure good memories to treasure with her everyday for forever.
[:

221, Mysterious You.

2010-01-30T06:08:00.000-08:00

I Miss Alyph & Syarif D:
Im sure em' Sleeqers had a fantastic time at ECP yday..
And I wasn't there to share the fun D:
6th Feb, why do you have to be a week away ?!?!
I want 6th Feb to come in a jiffy so that I can spend time with em lovelies..
Come here soon, 6th Feb, very soon.. Pls.

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The smile on your face, imprinted in my mind.
The glare you held on me, got me butterflies.
With those eyes, you look at me, inscribe in my mind.
The first glance felt as if we were communicating.
The sight of you, and my heart starts accelerating.

When you looked away, my eyes transfixed on you.
When you saw my way, I looked away from you.
Guessing if I knew what you were thinking too.
Secretly spying on each other as if not knowing.
Now you got me thinking, 'who are you?'

The thought of you still linger in my mind.
I don't seem to get you out of my mind.
I don't know the slightest thing about you.
Not your name or even you.
But it felt like electricity passing through each other.
Got me ponder and wonder.

Now, Mysterious You.
Who exactly are you?
You're like the Prince still unknown to the Princess.
Like a child still bewildered to the surrounding town.
Like a daughter who lost her mother.
Still yet to be known or found.

I need to know who you are..
Maybe we'll find each other someday again,
Mysterious You, whoever you are.

This was just a poem I came up with..
The words just happened to come up within minutes
& I just decided to have em written down..
Nt that I am taking Lit in Sec 3 or whtevr.
Not even having a thought of even taking it! Ew.

K byeeeee.
Lovelove.

220, Im Back !

2010-01-24T02:04:00.000-08:00

My title sounds kinda stupid cause it isn't like I went out of the country anyway.
So whatever about it, I now here to blog :D
I haven't been on the laptop for about 4 or 3 days for the past week.
And I definitely have missed a lot ]: Grrrr.
But Im happy about that though, too much laptop time isn't good anyway.

School has been pretty productive(duhh), as it should be.
For a moment, I got a lil side track due to something personal..
But yknw what, I really don't care about it now.
Yknw, as you grow older, you know how to understand thing better too[:
Drama has been pretty hectic too with rehearsals for CNY skit.
That's just the beginning though; gta hang on to it.
One thing I am definitely looking forward to is the trip to Australia !
Olalalagahhhhhhh !

I have been watching vids of em' duo- Alyph & Syarif..
It has definitely been quite awhile since I last saw them or went for their performance.
The last time I saw them was during Singapore Idol Finale & that was long ago mayne!
It's gna be about a week since I last met them ):
So here I say that, I Miss Sleeq.

I was watching videos of them and started laughing. (HAH!)
Then I started to miss them D:
Rmbr when we always get damn high when they start to sing Cun Saja or Untuk Dia ?
We'd sing till we lose our voices and we really don't care.
I Miss That.
I miss it when us fans just get together and crap and talk and sing together.
I Miss That.
And I miss taking pictures with them boys ):

Not to mention, I Miss My BbyGirls too- Awesomist !
I am very sry if I have not contacted you girls.
It feels as if Im drifting away for you girls ):
But I doubt that'll happen.
Yknw, I can watch our videos again & again, every single day and not get bored.
That's how I feel when Im with you girls too, I NEVER get bored.
Though when I don't txt, call or even read your twits(since im like not on the lappy tht much)..
The videos I watch still make up to it. [:
So here I say, I Miss Aai, Mai, Nurul, Wawa, Mirah ]:

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Anyhoo, the post above was typed like 4 days ago but I didn't publish it. Dammit.
Now now, school work has been pretty hectic.
I have school, end school in the afternoon and all I do after that is school work.
Im not suppose to be blogging now anyway, but I think my blog need a lil blogging.
So, whtevr.

Some things have been filling my mind these days and it times it bothers me.
But I try to push them aside and think about the advantages and good.
But at times.... I fail to do so.
And now, I've realized where I went wrong...
- I've learned to turn them down but not shut them down.

219, My First 2010 post.

2010-01-14T06:07:00.000-08:00

Yknw what, this is like my first 2010 post.
OMM.

As you can see I have made complete changes to my blog. [:
This is because: -
I am lazy to blog no more.
I don't find the thrill in blogging compared to a few years ago.
Like I've said, I have kept a personal diary. I can write everything & ANYTHING there.
I don't really have time for the laptop since school has started.
I am lazy.

I don't even know if I have readers and I wouldn't be surprise if I don't.
Apparently, I have no promises on blogging everyday/once a week/once a month/once a year..
Sooner or later, I might just stop blogging.
Then, it'll just be a reference for me. Maybe to laugh at myself in a few years to come.

Therefore, I have no promises.
But I really don't mind if you read once in awhile(you might end up reading the same thing though).
Cause I might update once in awhile yknw.
And maybe someday when I feel like blogging long posts again, I will.
But not now.

Just so you know, I won't be adding links, therefore don't ask me to link you up.
I get pretty irritated with people who change their url frequently anyway.
But.. I got over it and pretty much learned to ignore such things.
I too will not put up a Cbox.
I don't wish to have people commenting and I don't want it to collect dust.
And don't even bother searching for a comment button..
Cause apparently, you're not allowed to comment.
Therefore, you won't be able to reach me here.

I have a facebook and twitter account.
Add me or follow me there.
I do have msn but I am not quite active.
And I don't check my email frequently either.
You can still call or text me if you need anything.
Cause I'm just one call away.

Until my next post, which really, I don't know when..
Meanwhile, take care people [:
Fana Loves All Of You. [:

218, So Now What

2009-12-28T23:38:00.001-08:00

So many things that I have been doing and my readers(if any due to this dead blog of mine-.-) don't seem to be updated about wazzupppp in my life.

Today, 29th December..

Kak Yaya turns 18 ! :D

I bet you're happy to be legal now babe ! Which also means that you're able to go get a license and drive a car :P haha. Anyhoo, I hope you have a great 18 okay. All the best in your future endeavour and be sure that you have my prayers.

Much Love. xo

Since today marks the 29th of December..

MY Birthday is in 3 Days Time.

I have no specific wishes and neither am I asking for presents.

It really depends on you cause to me, it's the thought that counts. (:

(Photo grabbed from Airi's fb page) [:

I went for Singapore Idol the other day.. You should know that I have been rooting for Sezairi and I'm definitely happy for his success ! Our Idol 09.. Ah, awesome ! Our screaming and votes definitely didn't go to waste. Now now, lets not hate and start showing some love. Congratulate.

Sezairi Sezali IS OUR Idol, Deal With It. [:

I've been out a lot lately.. Which might answer(partially) the fact that my blog has been left abandoned. I've been keeping myself occupied with family especially. Been watching a lot of movies this holiday.. Just recently I watch Avatar 3D & Princess and the Frog and im gna be watching Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 tmrw. Ahhh.

I've found a new hobby this holiday. Reading. You know, I used to love reading books.(Not the past tense).. When I was around 6,7,8 year old, books were really my passion. I remember vividly that my primary school used to give badges to those who complete their book review and I was always a badge a head of my class. HAHAHA. Then I no longer found the thrill in reading. BUT I have begin to cultivate the habit of reading this holiday. Alhamdullilah. (:

I Am Contemplating On Whether Or Not To Delete My Blog.

Yes, I have been thinking of that..

Just in case I decide to abandon my blog till the end of this year,

I might as well say this while Im blogging now..

Happy New Year People ! xoxo

Alright, HugsandKisses.

217, Lovely

2009-12-25T05:45:00.000-08:00

Hello !

My blog has been pretty abandoned and that is due to my laziness. Maybe more of me... I don't see the thrill in blogging anymore somehow. Whtevr.

24th December.

Sooo on 24th December, my girls had a gathering. Well, more of a surprise birthday for Mai and Mirah. Mai turns 15 today !! and Mirah turned 16 on the 21st. I went all the way to Sengkang ALONE. Sighs. I reached Compass Point 1pm sharp(as being told) and I ended up waiting for 30mins -.- So Nurul came then, Wawa came after and Aai was known to still be sleeping. Thanks Aai. hahahahah !

Birthday song and Cake.. Like usual birthdays. Wecrapped, laughed, talk.. Being usual us. Big thank you to Mirah's mum for ordering KFC for us. Lovely. While having our late lunch, we also discovered a new word thanks to Aai. Belanak. [:

We'd never once forget to make covers when we meet. So many covers in mind, so many plans, needed such a long time.. Yet so little time. Nevertheless, we did make quite a number of videos. 24 if im not wrong. Oh, thanks to Nurul, we discovered a new word too while doing one of our covers.. Well, the next time you decide to say need, don't. Say Nod instead. *wink* :P

I Love My Girls.

"Teman Pilihan Aku.."

Somethings so share..

If you look at this picture and pay close attention to the second comment, you can see that Dearest Alyph commented on snippet covers. Aw. By any chance if Lyph is reading this.. Thank You Bro! If we're cool then so are you (:

While doing our covers. We also did a lil vid for Sezairi.. Team Sezairi !! He twitted the above about our video for him ! Aw, sweet ! xo

Next up..

Wawa gave all the 6 of us Awesomist a dedication and here's mine ! Aw, ain't she sweet ? I nearly teared okay. Hehe. We all love you too Wawa (:

So here I would like to say that I Love Aai, Mai, Mirah, Nurul and Wawa.

I know you girls know this by now but some love wouldn't hurt right.

Friends till Forever ends.

Hugs and Kisses.

216, Emotions.

2009-12-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

Emotions.. Everyone has emotions.

Unless you're more of the shell-expression person but still, you'll have some emotions.

Happy. Sad. Mad. Confused. Stressed. Excitement. . . . . . .

I get Emotional easily, that's a fact.

And yes, easily. It's weird how I'll start to tear when I see someone tear.. reading some romantic sad book.. watching some ultra sorrow movie.. listening to people's sad stories..

And no, I don't find it an irony really.

At times, I hate getting emotional cause I hate tearing up in front of people. Embarrassing maybe ? But I can't help it. I can't stay mad at someone for long cause sooner or later, I'll have this sense of guilt and for all I know I'll tear up about it. Emotional ain't it ? I can even tear at the slightest thing someone says, especially when it hurts a lil or it's just too touching.

And no, not an irony.

Well, I don't really have any idea why I'm blogging about this. Maybe I just felt like it.

So there, you have collected a piece of information about me and that is I Am Emotional.

Maybe you can start collecting pieces of information about me. As if.

Shit. I don't know what I meant by that last sentence above. D:

Hmmmmmmm...

Lets just say I'm being plain random here. Can we ? :/

So this post is random.

I am random.

K shaddup.

& Yknw what, people just can't keep their thoughts to themselves..

And by saying that, it just proves that people can't keep thoughts to themselves..

So yeaaaaaa.

Okayszxszxsz.

This post is ermmmm... I know right. -.-

Bye Bitch !

215, Smiles

2009-12-18T03:30:00.001-08:00

So today marks the day where some people either look forward to(or not) to receive their N level results. From what I've been told and from what I see, none of my friends or the people I know failed [: Alhamdulillah! I am definitely proud of you peps and you know who you are.

In either way whether you are gonna pursue Sec 5 or head to ITE, I hope that ya'll will have greater years ahead.. Cause it's either you are still gonna take O levels or Higher Nitec [[[[:

xoxo.

My days been fine. I've been occupying myself with a lot of reading and doing puzzles. Though I haven't even touched my school books and it dreads me to think of school. Really. Im not even in the mood to think about what bag should I use next year, shoes, books..... But I do hope I wake up soon [:

Yknw what, I think I should get going with readingggg [:

Will have a proper post when I feel like it.

Bye.

214, Hidayah

2009-12-16T08:48:00.000-08:00

I haven't had my blog updated and my previous post was not a proper one as you can see. It was just to make sure that my readers know I'm still here..... The reason behind this is because I had someone special to spent my time with and I didn't want to waste a minute with her.

Hidayah.

She has been over since Friday night but I only met her Saturday afternoon.. I was elated to have seen her. I couldn't really control my expression; talking too much. A few weeks ago I met her but this time, I would be able to be with her for 5 days. I have always been excited to meet her. Was even counting the days for her to come, always wanted her to visit Singapore. Always. But that didn't happen frequently. At times, I didn't even get to meet her in a year.

Since I had these 5 days with Dayah here, I was going to treasure it.

We talked longer than we had before. We spent time longer that we ever had before. I was able to do everything with her. Everything. From hair to games to movies to books to friends.. All leading to fun.

And all that ended when she left my house today. Dayah never fails to give me something, usually a letter or a note before we go separate ways. Tears welled up in my eyes as I read her letter, which usually happens, and after I read it, I thought I wasn't going to cry but tears began pouring down my cheeks, which never happens when I usually read her letters. I covered my face with a pillow, in an attempt to either avoid myself from revealing my wet face;crying-but she knew I was- or just to avoid the fact that I was crying and was embarrassed of it. Though, I really didn't know why I was embarrassed. I tried to wipe away those tears and after that, I gave her a hug, a warm hug and told her that I wished she didn't have to go..

Maybe you might think that I am emotional and no, I am. I do get emotional easily. I might have sound desperately emotional when I said "she didn't have to go" cause I sounded like she was really going, going away. We usually contact each other through sms but it would never feel the same. I then realized that my 5 days with her was more than expected, it was more than just 5 normal days but it was short. And I was already crying. Imagining her longer days here, I could be much more hurt. And now, I don't really know if it was good for her to have left..

At the same time, I've been doing a lot of thinking. This really wasn't fair. Neither did Dayah nor I wanted this, we never wanted to be apart, we never asked for it. But it happened, still. Dayah has always been sister. How couldn't I regard her as one when I grew up with her? It hurts me to know that we were given such fate when we never for it. After awhile, Dayah and I did get use to this, we had to accept the fact but it is still not fair. Never been. Imagine being separated with someone who you regard as a sibling, wouldn't it hurt. It does.

After she left, I thought I was going to be okay though I sensed some loneliness. I sneaked into my room and felt myself sobbing silently. I pulled myself together and convinced myself that I was fine. And no, I wasn't. I only realized that after my brother asked if I was fine and I said yes. I only knew I was lying, lying to myself then, after I weeped even further. And now, I have no more tears left. I don't even know what I'm feeling now, how I'm feeling.

I will miss watching movies with Dayah, waking up at 2am or 3am so that we can watch Twilight together, more of wanting to watch Robert Pattison. And I'm glad to have made her extra happy because I brought her to watch New Moon too. But I'm upset with myself at the same time that I didn't treasure the 5 days as much I wanted to treasure it and share it with her. Though, I did love her presence around here.

This is my post for you Dayah, I miss you & I'll always have a sisterly love for you.

So what now?

213

2009-12-14T07:50:00.001-08:00

M I A.

Miss Me

212, Awesome Awesomist

2009-12-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

On 7th Dec, Nabilah & Irah and I went to Lot 1 to catch New Moon ! :D

So, before I met Nabilah, I went for KFC with ma & Fakhrul and was left alone.. And from there, I was being stalked by some weirdo ! Eww. Met Nabilah at bpp lrt stn soon after and zoomed to Lot 1. Irah was last to arrive, all's good though[: Booked the 2pm movie and no doubt, New Moon is awesome ! I was melting slowly with every sight of Robert Pattison ! *melt* So after the movie ended, I jumped out of my sit(just a lil), and went like WHATT!?!?! This time literally. So not satisfied with the ending, so I have to wait for Eclipse i guess...

Eat, did some window shopping and ended it there since Irah had to be home by 6pm.. I definitely had a wonderful time with my girls ! & Thanks Nabilah for the treat/advance b'day present.

Soooo Much Love For Irah & Nabilah xoxoxo

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Went out with family to IMM the other day cause there was some Foam & Bubble Party going on & Fakhrul wanted to go.. So we did. It was interesting really ! Especially the foam thingy.. There was this big big tub and it was filled with foam, water and kids ! Kids with foam all over them looking all so white and miserable. hahaha ! Foam flew all over the air and it felt like christmas! If I could, I would have got into that big thing, sadly I couldn't dammit ):

xoxo

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So anyway...

Yes, this cute boy here turned 5 the other day !

Therefore, Happy Belated Birthday Adil ! xoxo

[[[:

Last but not least..

HAPPY 2 MONTHSARY TO MY DEAREST AWESOMIST !

To my ever wonderful Aai, Mai, Mirah, Nurul & Wawa ! I love you girls to the very little bits. Thru good and bad.. We've definitely gone through a lot through out our 2 months together. Rmbr when odds were against us and some decided not to move on with this and that but through it all, we made it through together :D

Okay da, I love you girls.

xoxo.

Now now, Dayah's gna come tomorrow and I get to spend 1 week with her ! Yes, we'll go shopping, ice cream hunting, movie marathon-ing, sleepover and so much moreee :D yayayay !

So Much Love. xo

___

Anyway, ain't Sleeq's new blog awsome ?!

Much Love & Support xo

211, Rapsodi !

2009-12-06T06:08:00.001-08:00

My Friday was spent going to Mediacorp to watch Rapsodi live with such lovely people [:

Went there with Nurul and her younger brother and met all the other people. Met Syafieka too :D Really have to thank her for letting us cut queue to join with Hydir Fans. Hehehehehe. Met Aryna, Azura, Amirah & Aai. (eh, yr names all start with A mayne !)

Rapsodi was okay. But the crowd was damn dead -.- Seriously ! Unlike Singapore Idol, yknw where all the fans shout, scream, cheer like nobodies business. When our dearest dudes, Lyph & Rif came out, us fans brought the atmosphere to another level.. While all other were dead, we were energetically screaming :D The boys were great and so were we. ;P Through all, the performances lined up for Rapsodi were fine [:

Being our usual self, we headed to the reception to wait for the boys. Meanwhile, we took pictures with.. Got to getta know Hydir, very nice person (: Crap, talk, laugh... All the thing you would expect us to do.. After feeling like decades for the boys to arrive, we finally got to take pics and stuffs. Awesome [:

Alright..

Pardon me if you sense some laziness in this post.

Apparently, I am.

Now Pictures.

210, Abandoned

2009-12-03T03:43:00.000-08:00

Quality dropped dayum'

So it has been a week since I updated this blog.

Definitely abandoned.

Though, I have made some changes to my blog as you can see..

Finally. -.- I been such a lazy ass..

Some stuffs have been happening for the past week but

I really have no mood to elaborate much about it now...

Not that I'm lazy, just that I really don't have the mood.

Plan for tmrw will be to go for Rapsodi and then to meet my girls !

All of my girls, including all of the Sleeqers [:

Awesome.

So here I am blogging with nothing much to write when I thought I had a lot to.

Byee.

209, SI Spectacular #10

2009-11-26T07:03:00.001-08:00

From my title, it's pretty obvious that I went for Idol this week right [:

So yea, as usual, I went with Nurul but this time...

Stopping at the right bus stop,

on a scorching hot day,

having to wait for 157 for such a long time (:

As expected, we were quite early. Hahaha. Diam eh. Met Isk to get our tickets. & BIG thank you to Syarif for the 4 tix ! *wink. Bumped into Khalisa and her boyfriend. Met my other 3 girls- Aai, Wawa & Mai. Then bumped into Mi, Sya, Anisa and Hasif. Lovely Lovely People here [[[:

The Idols performed great respectively. I totally disagree with what Ken had to say for Sezairi. So wrong. Airi started the show great [: No doubt, I loved Sylvia's original song. Her song caught me for a moment there. Really like it (: Our boys, Sleeq- Alyph & Syarif, performed 3 songs during the interval. They were great and so were we. HAHAHA. Girls and I screamed like crazy for them boys ! :D I screamed damn bad that I nearly lost my voice. I could have. The reason why my throat hurts bad still.

Well, Tabby and Charles were said to be in the bottom half but there wasn't any elimination. At first, I didn't get the point. But oh wells.. Not saying that it was a bad thing or anything, but there really wasn't any thrill. All was good though. So after the show, girls and I made our way to reception, apparently to meet Lyph & Rif since we told them to be there. & yes, they were. I suppose, their performance during the interval gained them recognition and fans that there were so many people lining up to take pictures with them. I was like, okay fine.. I'll give u ppl a chance, I shall just wait. Lol.

After they got out for the big big crowd, they went over to the other side and took pics and talked with us for awhile. Which is very nice of them. Hehe (: Tell me, who wouldn't love this duo ? They'd never forget us fans :D && on the other hand, Thanks Rif for Rapsodi tickets (: Therefore, I shall see them again next Friday. Best !

Enough of typing. Now photos.

The Geek Girl with the Geeky Dude :P

With the dude which I have A LOT to say Thanks to [:

Hafiz The Hotstuff ;P

Took my last photo of the day with Farhan Shah :D

Group photo of the day [:

Before I end this post...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha To All Muslims !

*Love*

208, 30 days

2009-11-23T19:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday.

Ma's School.

Wait. Eat. Mama ends meeting at 2. Bussed our way to Orchard.

Orchard.

Alighted at Bras Basah. Cabbed our way from there to Changi Airport.

Changi Airport.

3 plus PM. Terminal One. Mak & Ayah going for Haj. Met all other people. Run around with Bazli. Videos. Talk. Laugh. Hugs. Tears. Mak & Ayah left for flight at around 5.30pm.

Tampines Mall.

Eat at Food Culture. Shopping. 2 tank tops. 2 tees. $59. Famous Amous. I was Happy. Looked at fishes. Dory forgot how to swim. Pretty pink fishy. No, no more fish pets at home.

Home Sweet Home.

I'm sure you understand my brief post [:

Right ?

So yes, that was what I did yesterday.

I hope that Mak & Ayah had a safe flight to Jeddah and I hope they are all safe there. I am very much happy that Mak and Ayah are off for a pilgrim's journey but at the same time sad that I won't be seeing them in a months time. But whatever it is, I will pray for their safety, good health and strength for them to complete Haj. Amin.

If you read this post and realize the bottom part missing.

Well, it is.

I swear, I'm havin a whacky thinking.

Mirah tried to cure me though :D

Hah.

Stop with the lesbo-ness !

lolololol

207, Part Of Me

2009-11-21T17:29:00.000-08:00

That Dearest of mine, Hidayah, above came all the way to Singapore on Thursday and I didn't meet her. She stayed at my Aunt's house for the time-being. So I called her and promised her that I'll come on Friday and so I did. I was so damn happy to have seen her, I even galloped my way to her when we met. And of course, I started it off with a nice warm hug[:

We had a catch-up session since it has been a year or so since we met.. Asked each other bout what's happening here, there when am I gonna go there and stuffs. After we had enough of chatting, we camwhored :D Took pictures, played some games at the upper floor and I tell you, It Was Fun. Then Dayah gave me a card/letter/picture. The card was nicely decorated and there was a letter/note inside.. And so I read it.. It brought me to tears and she also gave a picture of me and her when we were younger, say 9 years old ? Ahh, good memories.

I woke up at 7am for Dayah so that I can bid my last goodbye to her. Went over and we had a quick catch up. I am really sorry for not being able to be stay long, I had to follow Mum & Fakhrul for his Primary 1 Orientation.

The thing about me and Hidayah is that we grew up together. We don't seem to treat each other like cousins.. friends.. or whatnots but the relationship I have with her is more of a sister relationship. When we were younger, we would always do things together.. It was hard for us to adapt to the fact that we were separated due to some circumstances. Imagine being separated by each other when we have such a strong bond.. By separated, I mean that she moved to another country. Sure if she's still in S'pore I can still meet her frequently, but no.

But despite being in separate worlds(or country), I still am very thankful that our relationship together hasn't fade. Furthermore, I think our relationship is growing much more stronger since both of us are older now. We are pretty much mature about this and that now..

Memories of Dayah and I will never fade.

My sisterly-love for Dayah will never fade.

Till I meet her again.

xoxo

206, Lovey Dovey

2009-11-18T18:40:00.000-08:00

Firstly, I'd like to start this post by dedicating it to that little girl above !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISHA! :D

Aisha Love, I hope you enjoy your birthday today because it is YOUR day ! I know that you celebrated your birthday on the 15th when your Abang treated you Pizza Hut. How sweet of him (; I want you too know that I really appreciate the fact that I get to know you. Nevertheless, I still hope to be able to know you greater in years to come. I hope you'll have fruitful days ahead and take good care of yourself !

I'm looking forward to meet you cause it has been some time since I did and I Miss You !

You know that Kak Fana Loves You Too !

_____

So I haven't been doing anything much lately.

Yes, NOTHING much.

I WANT to go out.

My eyes have been locked to the laptop. Shitszxs.

NOT a good thing.

Should be doing something productive though.

I've been on photoshop.

Making some damn invitation

Fo' some people.

HAH.

Now, shaddup.

As you can see, I don't know what to blog about.

SOOOO.. It's really none of your business.

Maybe I should have my readers think of a topic for me to write about.

Then maybe it'll be easier.

Dammit.

Oh oh, Nabilah's sister gave birth. I don't know exactly when it is but it's TODAY.

I don't know if she has given birth or not but yea, she's gonna.

Provided that she hasn't.

But my OJ here is gna be an official Aunty.

Well, I am too but my nephew/niece wouldn't be my Abang's son/daughter but my cousin's.

Get me ? I don't think so.

So yeaaaa.

I have to fetch my lil bro soon

Then we shall go to the mall to eat.

BOOMzzzz.

Oh wait, I'm in Team Sezairi !

WOOOOTSZX!

206, Pililah Aku.. Jadi Pacar Mu ..

2009-11-17T04:08:00.000-08:00

Hey Awesome People [:

How have your day been ? Great, I hope. Tehehe.

I've been looking through the pictures and videos taken on the 15th and they never fail to make me smile. Ahh, how great. (: So, I have been on photoshop the whole day.. Which explain the awesome picture of MY Girls above. Hehe. Drop by your comments about what you think about it yea ! I have always been on photoshop but didn't really meddle much with the tools.. And so, I decided to since I have tons of free time now. :D

Before I forget, I'd like to forgive to those people who asked me out and I rejected. It is not that I do not want to go out with you, I do but I'm just not free. I'll have to take care of my younger bro during the weekdays and all I have left are my weekends. Provided that I do not go out with my family. The point is that, tell me in a few weeks in advance if you want to go out with me. I try to make time for you lovely people. Trust me, I really do have a bunch of people I do want to go with for a date with.. But just so little time.

Like what I said in my previous post, when will my most memorable day be in the month of December.. I think I know when it is. Well, not specifically yet but I think I do know when it'll be. I've told my Awesomist about it and all I need is their presence and the presence of YOU people who are on my list ! Yes, I have a list and pray hard you'll be invited. HAH. Will spread the word for now, not really giving out much info about it YET. *winkwink

Till my next post.

HugsandKisses

205, The Fifteenth [:

2009-11-16T01:01:00.000-08:00

The Lovely Ahmad Syarifullah [:

He's 20 and old, right Rif ? :P

Lovee.

The Awesome Alif Abdullah !

Everyone's Mr "Cute Geek Boy".

Lovee.

The pretty, fine lady Malaque !

I love this lady here :D

Lovee.

Another fine lady Aryna !

She's MY Wonderlady.

Lovee.

The People's Person Izked !

He just oh so nice (:

Lovee.

Last but never least, MY Girls.

There really isn't a specific word to describe us.

Awesome Lovee.

So, the day came and everyone was excited.

Nurul and I bussed our way to Vivo. Surprisingly, we were the 1st to arrive. :P Followed by Mai & Wawa. Then Syarif, Malaque, Izked and Desmond. And lastly, Aai and Mira. My girls and I have been counting the days to fifteenth, being so tensed up on 15th to come so much earlier so that we can spend our 2nd Monthsary together. It was belated by 4 days tho'. Hehe.

We really appreciate the presence of Riffo, Malaque, Izked and Desmoo. Really had extra fun with them around. Talk. Crap. Gossip. Laugh. They just brought it to a whole new level.

Won't elaborate much on this.

*wink

So then, we left for MOMC.

The vibe there was just oh so exhilarating. I got to meet with the people, I miss.. Like Aryna *wink. And i got to know so many other people. I do remember some of their names but don't think I can recall them all. Apparently, I think I just met too many people at that time. Haha. But trust me, I do remember you people[:

Syarif gave a long speech. It was longgggggg. But meaningful.

So we took photos, did more crapping with Malaque and Izked with Rif and Lyph too.

I think we were the most chaotic people there.

With the loud sing along, crappy joked which led to hysterical laughters..

Zomgszxszx. D: But anyway, I had fun.

On another note, I hope to keep in contact with the people whom I just got to know yesterday. See, I told you I'm actually friendly. Hehehe. I do look forward to meeting new people and knowing that we share the same interest just makes it more exciting. To those who have my number.. Text me all you want, I'm sure to crap with you :D

The place was just filled with too much enthusiasm Ahh, how lovely.

I don't know how you look at it.. But serious speaking, I had a load ton of fun yesterday. Too much, i guess. 15th was Awesomely Dope. It was off da hook... Memorable.. Exhilarating.. Crappy. . . . I think you get my drill.

BIG Thank You to Aai, Mirah, Mai, Nurul, Wawa, Syarif, Malaque, Izked, Desmond, Alyph, Aryna, Kak SV and the-so-much-more-other-people for making my 15th a G R E A T one.

xoxo.

10/10/09 was the most memorable day for my girls and I for the month of October.

15/11/09 is definitely the most memorable day of the month for me in November.

So, when will December's be ?

Patience brings us a long way.

203, Hyperventilate

2009-11-14T15:13:00.000-08:00

I thought I could sleep, so.. I did.

BUT

I've been awake since 5am

Therefore, 5 hours of sleep

Because today is the 15th.

*Hyperventilate*

THE LONG AWAITED DAY FINALLY CAME !

I shall not elaborate much on this.

*winkwink

So yesterday, went to a b'day party of a distant nephew of mine.

We weren't there long.. Came, chit chat a lil, eat a lil and off we go.

Apparently, my family & I went to the National Stadium to watch the match between SG & Thai.

We got into the place during half time but but it was fine.

& trust me, we didn't even buy tix, family and I just sneaked in.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. HAHAHAHA. :D

By the time we got in, Singapore 0 and Thailand 1.

It was exhilarating, really. This is like my 'a-lot-of-times' watching a football match live and trust me, watching it live and on teev is two different things. There is like so much thrill when I watch it live, the reason why I don't tend to watch them on television. -.-

So as most of you know, the score was 1-3.

Singapore lost. D:

The crowd of pretty hyped yesterday.

And yknw, Thailand has this 'pat pat pat ... Thailand!' cheer right ?

So, Singaporean crowd did the same too. But instead, 'pat pat pat.. B U T O!'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. How cute of Singaporeans (:

A lot gave up after Thailand scored 2 goals and more gave up when they scored 3.

But whatever it is, I did have fun yesterday.

& Believe me, I'm gonna have oh so much more fun today[:

Hugs.

202, Jumps In Excitement.

2009-11-13T18:50:00.000-08:00

Countdown: It Is T O M O R R O W !!!

Yes, the long awaited day that my girls and I'm sure some of you people out there, you know who you are, have been looking forward to [: So the day is tomorrow and I really can't wait to meet so many people. The people whom I haven't got the chance to meet. The people whom I have never met. The people who I apparently just can't wait to meet. The people whom I truly miss.

So, some of these people just ended their O levels. I hope it went well for them. Hopefully, the results will be just as great in return for their hard work in their Os. Just to name some..

Dearest ARYNA NOERBAYU !

I miss you like i never miss you before ):

Like seriously, I miss my Wonderlady.

Dearest WAWA & NURUL !

*winkwink

Dearest AZURA !

*ribotzzzzzz

Hahahah !

Be sure that there are so much more than these people who I can't wait to meet. :D

So, what is my plan for today anyway? Will be heading down to Cik Ina's later since Nenek Peah invited us there. Nenek Peah is like one of the most cutest Nenek(s) I have. Haha. After that, I shall get some pictures printed for something something and for Mak (:

Mak will be leaving for Haj on the 22nd. Will definitely miss her when she's there for 29 days. Mak is like my second mother, so why wouldn't I miss her ? Nevertheless, I will pray for her safety and good health when she's there (:

I shall get going with eating my breakfast [:

Awesome day ahead goodie ppl !

xoxo.

201, Lima Belass

2009-11-12T19:45:00.000-08:00

So everyone is making their way to TP or they are already at TP but I am ummm.. NOT. Apparently, my girls purpose to head down to TP is to obviously meet Lyph & Rif -.- But never mind, I shall be a good girl and wait for 15th (: Even though i am clearly 'jealous' and 'irritated' by the fact that I am not at TP. -.-

Countdown: 2 more days.

To be truthful, I am very impatient.

Trust me, it is not what you think it is. (:

Seriously, what you're thinking now..

No It Is Not That.

So, I guess my holidays haven't been productive. I think I've been spending too much time on the laptop, watching the tv, occupying myself by with msging and whatnots.. So unhealthy of me! S: I have officially decided to change all of these. I'm gonna start with my own timetable and follow it. Read more books, do assessments and less on my 'unhealthy' habits. -.-

Seriously, my holidays are unlike yours bitch.

I've come to my senses that O levels are actually near. Yes, I did say that. Come to think of it, I will be Sec 2 next year and I have to be extra hardworking since there will be streaming and the year after, I'll be in Sec 3. So, when I'm in Sec 3, I have be extra extra hardworking knowing that I'll be taking my O's the next year. Apparently, by the time I'm in Sec 4, I have no catching up to do. The only thing I'll be able to do by that time is revision. After that, I have to face O levels.

To start on that, I went to the library yesterday. Yes, I actually did. You know, I don't have much interest in reading books. But, I guess I have to start on that sometime and that will be now. Still, i do remember the times when I was 8,9 and 10 when books were my passion. Hahahaha. I wonder how I lost that interest. :/ So yea, I'm gna challenge myself to read 2 books within 3 weeks. HOHO -.-

Yes, i think far. My mind always thinks about what's gonna happen in the long run. I don't think there is an issue to that. To me, it is good to be thinking in that kind of perspective. At least, I know what my purpose and goals are. Yea sure, call me a Nerd. It is definitely a no wonder why some of my classmates call me a Nerd. But serious speaking, I'd rather be one than to be a slack-ish bimbo (:

"No comments."

Au Revouir !

200, So many events D:

2009-11-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

I've got so many to share about and so, I'm gonna share em' now (:

So a few days back, i went to TWP, my primary school. I was told to go by Mama since she has her duties and such and I have to be like the babysitter for Fakhrul -.-. So yea.. I did go and it felt a lil awkward cause it has been so long since I actually went to my primary school and even met my primary school teachers. The events lined up were not as fascinating or anything.. No comment. So yea, i did meet my Track & Field juniors and all... Did have a lil time reminiscing the past.. AND I got to meet my beloved Zakira aka YAYA !! :D

I miss Yaya and Sabrina like *&^%$#@!

I hope to go for a holiday with them again sometime, like we always did a few years back.

Hopefully Hong Kong this coming december ! :D

Like I said, I've been having drama every Monday and Wednesday and today marks the last day of drama for the year. Till I meet of em' people again on the 28th of November for Open House ! So two days ago, on Monday.. As per usual, we had drama and we zoomed off to Pizza Hut at United Square after that.

Ms Ruby gave the whole Drama Club a treat ! :D Fun ain't it ? This was like a "Post Party cum Farewell Ms Ruby" thingy since she won't be with the drama club next year. *sorrow face* It is sad since it's my first yet last year with Ms Ruby. Have got so much more to learn from her but, it is fine i guess. So we had pizzas and I think i had 7 or 8 slices of pizza. :S It was definitely fun(: Iman, Venessa, Jannah, Esaias and I went to Ben&Jerry's soon after and we too headed to Toys R Us. Don't ask. -.-

On 9th November...

Dearest Syarif here officially turned old ! hahahah. Well, Rif turned 20 !!

Time flies doesn't it ? I've known him and Lyph when they were both 17 and look, they're 20 now! Though Rif turned old, don't fret okay bro, we still love you. He-he. All the best in your future endeavour and may I still meet you 20 years later too, when you turn older (: Haha.

K, I'm sorry if I irritated you Rif by telling you how old you're gonna be :P

Now now, I'm looking forward to 15th November !!!

My girls know why. Hehe !

So to my lovable Awesomist, lets make 15th OUR day..

Lets enjoy 15th like we never did alongside with the 2 other people we love *wink

I hope time will fly as fast as possible because believe me, I am very impatient

And knowing tht yesterday was out so-called 1st Monthsary..

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY AWESOMIST !

Here's something for all you 5 girls.

Trust me, I love you girls oh so much. Literally.

So till my next post !

HugsandKisses

Fana (:

199, Rainy Days.

2009-11-05T23:03:00.000-08:00

Yes, it has been raining cats and dogs for the past few days and every time I have to go to school, I'll have to end up walking in the rain. -.- Rainy weathers are nice, when you get to have a wonderful beauty sleep but it's like EVERYDAY now.

I think Singapore is getting pretty crazy.

It'll rain and then stop and then rain again.

I think it just can't figure out whether to rain or shine.

How have your holidays been, good people ? Mine felt as if it hasn't started yet. Well, kinda true actually since there has been school here and there. Another two days in school on Monday and Wednesday for Drama and no more school........... For the year that is. He-he.

Yknw, life has it ups and downs, good and bad.

At times, people look too much on the bad and the down times they have/had.

But, memories are better left as memories right ?

SO, why do people still look too much on what has happened.

Aren't we just suppose to anticipate what tomorrow has got for us..

What does tomorrow got for us, anyway ?

I'm bored, shit.....

198, My Bestfriend

2009-11-04T19:33:00.000-08:00

4th October.

Went to the beach with dearest family :D

It was fun though.. Hehehe..

Some Pictures.

My brother.

My other brother.

Family umm... tree ? -.-

For more, go view my facebook yo.

I've been going to school for the past three days. Monday and Wednesday for Drama and Tuesday for MT Newsmaker thingy. Guess what, only 4 people attended class on Tuesday. Damn irritated but anyhoo, at least I got 1..2..3.. 7 chocolates from Cikgu. Wahahahaha. I was with Jannah through out. Oh wait, Jannah aka Poddi. :D I did take some pictures but I shall not upload them. Hehe. Embarrassing dokkk.

Drama has been fun too yknw. We've been rehearsing for some events.. Hehehe. Yesterday was great, really. We had a mini birthday celebration for Ms Ruby. I swear Ms Asmidah's cookies are damn awesome. Her cookies are like those from Famous Amos. This way, I need not go to Famous Amos no more... I'll drop by Ms Asmidah's house for cookies. HAHAHAHA. && Neesya's brownies are great too......... Yummayeee !

I AM a Nerd. :D

Jannah- My Poddi.

I told you, I enjoyed Neesya's brownies.

PS:// Pls bake me cookies for my birthday.. It's 1st Jan, btw *winkwink.

In 4 day's time, Mr Riffy's gna turn 20.

Hehehehehe ;P

197, Puzzled

2009-10-31T18:03:00.000-07:00

28th October.

Despite the fact that I was tired, I still wanted to make my way to Mediacorp so as not to miss Singapore Idol. I had no idea how to get there and I gave up on finding out on how to go thre, so I decided on Papa sending me to TCC. Got there and met Kak Nana, Aai, Kak SV and her cousin. We were at the mosh pit and I really enjoyed being there... *Aisha pose* HAHAHAHAHAHA ! We were laughing like some maniac there, trying to imitate this lady. LOL !

Dearest Malaque♥ here has been voted out. BUT ! Like what she said, It is not the end yet (: This shows how strong our pretty lady here is. Whatever it is, you'll still have our support and be sure that this will NOT be my last time meeting you (:

hehehehe. Awesomist and I ........ *winkwink

Get ready Awesomist ! <3

30th October.

Yet again, I went to Mediacorp. But this time, I went with Nurul :D I really wouldn't wanna tell you about what happened on our way there. So un-glam ! But, Thanks Aai ! *winkwink . Part of us Awesomist were there, such a pity that Kak Nana, Wawa and Mai were not able to join us. So yes, we attended Sheng Shiong Live and it was pretty good. Lyph and Rif, as usual, they were Awesome (: Somehow, Alyph looks a lil more matured with his new hair that shouts BOOMZ :D Rif looked like a gangster with his shirt untucked, bro seriously ;P

Some pictures:

Awesomist♥ who were there (:

Cute 'geek-boy' Alyph♥

Sezaire happened to be there too !

Blur group photo -.-

I wonder where all our othr group photos are.

& yes, Ahmad Syarif.. I have no solo pic with you bro. Huahuahua.

Looking forward to spend my other days with awesome people again :D

xoxo.

196, The True You.

2009-10-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

This post is specially dedicated to my Precious Syaza Syazwina <3

Dearest Syaza, Happy Birthday (: And this year too marks our 5th year of friendship. Though years have passed, I'll never forget the memories we share. As days and years past, I hope that you will become much more wiser, stronger, smarter and prettier too. But, i hope that all the times we shared wouldn't rust. Our friendship means a lot to me and I want you to know. I'd never mind spending another 5 years with you cause you mean a lot to me. At times, we experience conflicts and such but these what makes our friendship stronger and it too makes us understand each other better.

I want to you know that I appreciate our friendship oh so much.

Whatever happens in the long run, I'll always remember you.

Remember you as MY....

- Wackiest friend I had

- The other Laughing Machine

- The one whom I went to sch with in both Pri & Sec sch

- The one whom I spent most of my time with for a few years now

- The one that I would still wanna be friends with

- Last but not least, My GOT TO GET CAT girlfriend.

Hahaha :P

Well, I hope you enjoy your birthday.

May you have an enjoyable birthday, a great day ahead, be blessed and all the best in your future endeavour.

FANA LOVES SYAZA SYAZWINA SANI A LOT ! :D

PS//: Tady kaw nk kt nanges eh bile aku, Nab & Irah nyanyi kn kaw bday song ? heheheh :P

195, Torn Apart

2009-10-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

My Alter Ego- Sunny.

Sunny, Miranda, Ginger.

Bitch.

Spectrum IV

Spectrum IV- The first production that I was involved in

Spectrum IV- Where I got to work with the cast & crew

Spectrum IV- I had to go through a lot

Spectrum IV- I cried when I was in doubt

Spectrum IV- I began to lost faith

Spectrum IV- I showed that I CAN do it

Spectrum IV- Awesome

Spectrum IV- Definitely something remember by

I LOVE Spectrum IV.

Literally. All the above explains Spectrum.. How I had to go through it and all. Through it all, I managed to pull myself together and with the whole production, the production definitely killed it ! Spectrum 4 was off da hook ! I really can't explain it but it was like shit %^&*#$@! Drama received rapturous comments. It was definitely overwhelming to see that audience enjoyed our item most and with the tremendously great compliments received, it was just a blast. Believe me, I still haven't gotten over Spectrum yet *wink* hehe

When things aren't right, I'll be there for you to cry on

When things are fine, you forget me and move on

I never mind cause I knew you've been a great friend in my life

My life, you became a part of

When things began to change, I only tried to stay strong

But you never did knew how long I kept this feeling from

4 long months, haven;t you know ?

I never wanted you to know

I never wanted to tear our friendship apart

But you tore my heart apart and now...

I'm torn apart

Yes sure, I might not be as important to you as you think

But haven't u realized I've always been there for you

Whenever you fallin' ?

Now, tell me what's the issue ?

When I can't even relate me and you

Remember then when we were Best of Friends ?

When we thought we'd be together till the end

But I don't see that no more

Now, my heart is torn

Torn apart

We were as tight as sealed lid then

But we're nothing close to that now

Maybe I'm better off without you in your life

If that's what you want, then I'm fine

Cause one thing I can promise you

Is that you'll always be my friend

I just feel like tearing

But will you be there for me to cry on, friend ?

So, I have got my last say for you

That is, I Miss You

I need a getaway ...

Believe me, there is nothing else I can say

194, Ahh now..

2009-10-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

My family had a busy Open House on the 18th of October. Alongside with my wacky cousins, we're great ! Haha. Well, the Open House lasted from 1PM till midnight. I've been so so tired since. Tell me, I've been so preoccupied with stuffs and how couldn't I not be tired. And and this week is my busiest week yet. Knowing that I'll be home only at night because of extensive rehearsals and such. The sad thing is that I haven't gotten myself ample rest and sleep. I hate it. Im just so stubborn and God knows why -.-

19th October 09.

Met up with my oh so gerek clan ! I remember vividly those times we had in Primary School.. Few years of friendship and we're still as tight as sealed lid. It felt like ions since I met these wonderful people of mine. Never have I got damn elated to be able to meet them once more. Now, you tell me.. Who wouldn't be happy when you're able to meet people who will crack you up with their smallest stuffs and actions.

Khaliesa & Huda !

Syaza !

Khaliesa !

Atikah Fadil !

Izzatul !

Jannah !

Haziqah !

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Khaliesa, Huda, Syaza, Atikah, Izzatul, Jannah & Haziqah are one of those most wonderful people I've met. Being able to be friends with them since then till now is such an honour. Never have I regretted being friends with them. They NEVER fail to make me laugh, smile and they would never hesitate to listen me out when I'm sad or in doubt. I hope that our friendship will bring us a long way.. Cause to me, our friendship matters. And I do hope that the times we had are still remembered cause I remember them distinctively (: I'd like to thank these 7 wonderful ladies of mine for being a part of my life. Wouldn't be complete without you girls..

FANA SAYANG KORANG STRONG STRONG ! (:

*hugs*

& I hope to meet Sabrina soon too (:

193, Friendship

2009-10-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

My Awesomist-Nurul Jannah.

Firstly, I would like to dedicate this to Nurul Jannah(picture above). It's really upsetting to know that your mum passed away but please be strong. I know you are. I would still want to see the smiling you when we meet.. I felt your agony all the way here when you txted me that she actually passed away. I wasn't able to do my Math paper with ease knowing that this dearest friend on mine wasn't in a good condition. Well, I've got lots to say but not here alright.. *winkwink*

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

Secondly, this post is for Nabilah and Syahirah. Did I mention I love them ? :P Well, this two Darla of mine have never failed to make me smile or laugh. Despite the fact that we only got to know each other this year, it feels as if you're known each other for decades. I am so thankful to be blessed with such two fine ladies as my friends. So sisters, as I may as. They both are the friends that will never leave me behind, make me feel left out, hurt me so bad.. I can rely on them for anything and never have I regretted telling you two girls my secrets neither have I regretted being friends with the both of you. *Hugs*

Oh, I have officially ended my EOY exams ! Results up next and Insyallah, I'll pass all my subjects. Since my exams are over and my holidays are commencing in a week time, I'll be F R E E. Therefore, fit me in your schedule and we'll have a date :D Feel free to ask me out, I'll try to be free for you but pls, tell me a few days in advance yeaa. On the other hand, I've been wanting to go out with a lot of people. A lot of Lovey Doveys to date with and I'm looking forward to meeting you ppl soon. Be prepared to go out with me if you happen to be on my list, will txt ya peps. :D

Still, I'm not oh so free yet. I'll be busy with work, business, Drama especially. The whole of next week will be my most busiest week ever. I'll be having rehearsals, full dress and such the whole of next week. I'll be having extensive rehearsals for Spectrum which is in like, 6 days time ! D: When I say extensive, I really do mean it.. Rehearsals are up to 8 hours, trust me, it doesn't only stop at 8 hours. From morning till 7pm, 8pm, 10pm, 11.30pm ? How's that ? I feel like someone's who working, youuu. LOL.

I'll be acting in a Musical on 23rd Oct.

What: Spectrum 4.

When: 23rd Oct, Friday.

Time: 8PM -10PM.

Tickets: $20.

If you happen to be free on that day and you'd like to drop by some love and support.

Tell me about it alright, I'll be glad to see you awesome people there (:

So, what do you think of my update today ?

K, bye.

192, Awesome

2009-10-12T21:22:00.000-07:00

I Love My Dearest Nabilah !

We've been spending so much time together at OUR house since.. Haha ! I cannot say how much I appreciate you being able to spend some time with me when it's totally outta school time. If you're reading this darl, you know what I mean. Therefore, I won't elaborate much. ♥

I Love My Awesomist !

101009 was definitely a day to remember for us (: Like I said, it's like we've known each other all our lives when we've only been together for a few months now.. for most. Looking forward to having another catch-up session with this wonderful ladies of mine and maybe with Kak Nana, Dynna and so much more soon ! Fana ♥ Aai, Mai, Mirah, Nurul, Wawa !

On the other hand, I miss Lyph and Rif. The last time I met em' was during Lyph's 20th Surprise Birthday. It's gonna be nearly a month now ): I was browsing through some videos and I viewed this too..

Remember this ? During 8th Aug- Rentak Singapura. I'm sure those who were there too know what I'm talking about.. It made me smile so wide when I watched this video. We were so awesome with the loud screams and sing-along. And then, it just made me miss this Fantabulous Duos oh so much.. Therefore, I'm looking forward to their upcoming show. Insyallah, I'll be able to pop by to show some Love & Support ! ♥

So here's my update. I do realize that I do lack of updates, so don't tell. My EOY exams are gonna end soon, in 2 days time to be exact. Therefore, wish me all the best for my upcoming papers- F&N, Math Paper 2 and Art.

"Cause people just need to know how to trust .. "

191, so far...

2009-10-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

Can someone tell me what's happening to my blog ? Am I just going MIA or just being plain lazy .... ? Can't tell really. As said, I don't know why maybe I just can't be bothered with this cyber thingy. -.- Big Pfft. Therefore, I'm wondering what I should do with this blog of mine... K, now you ppl tell me...

What Should I Do With This Blog ?

...

....

shut it down maybe ?

190, So near yet..

2009-09-28T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers !

Well, today will have to be productive(: I had group study with Nabilah and Shafiq.. I was the 'teacher' for Shafiq that is.. We shall do it more often, but focus is definitely needed..

Here are some pictures:

My Adik and I. We're awesome !

Thanks Nurul fr the shot !

Still rmbr Aai ? hahaha !

How about this ? hahah !

and today... When Fiqqo, Nab and Black went to buy food.

My student's bag. hahaha !

Oh, THANK YOU SHAFIQ FOR BLANJA-ING ME TODAY !

Love you all lahhh eh. :D

Im sure ya'll have noticed that I haven't been updating frequently.. I don't know why. Maybe I can't be bothered with it no more or im just plain lazy.. My fingers are just too idle, i suppose. The fact that I visit my fb and twitter more often, especially, could be the reason why... Maybe it's time to cut down on this cyber stuffs and back to reality. I've yet decided on what I should do with this blog for the moment. Well, just read and tag if you happen to see posts. (:

189, Happy. Sad. Tears

2009-09-23T02:17:00.000-07:00

Well, Raya has always been a happy occasion for most. On 21st September, I lost my grandpa on my dad's side. The past few weeks when I dropped by Johor to go to Atuk's, I already knew that he wasn't in good condition. It saddens me most to know that he isn't able to move cause if he does, it'll hurt and he could hardly see or talk. But I was glad that I was able to hold his hands for the last time on the 1st day of Raya...

Yesterday was spent at Johor since my grandparents on my dad's side lives in Johor with one of my dad's elder sister. I had to wake up at 4.00am, had a quick wash up and off we went at about 4+ or 5am.. Abang Didi went along with us too. By the time I reached, most of my aunts, uncles, cousins, niece and nephews were there since they spent the night there.

Most of us spent the time praying, reading the Yaasin.. Papa was the one who spent most of his time giving his doa to Arwah Atuk.. It was around 12am when we got to see Arwah Atuk's face for the last time, All of his children, his grandchildren kissed him for the last time... I was crying bad by then especially seeing Nenek kissing Atuk. His body was then brought to the cemetery and it all ended there when he was being burry.

We all got back to the house.. All in the state of sorrow but again, at the end of the day, everyone will have to leave.. Therefore, I shall be a strong girl. All us cousins, nephews & niece, aunts and uncles were mingling together and we all ended up sleeping cause all of us were just too tired and sleepy. I got home at around 8.00pm yesterday.. Just to sleepy that I didn't attend sch today -.-

Well, I really wouldn't wanna elaborate much.

Atuk may have left but my love for him will always stay.

Al-fateha.

A vid of a nephew of mine, Tarmizi with his Aunty, Me ! haha

A cousin of mine, Azlinah, who's 4. Why may you ask, that I'm posting a pic of her ? Well, my cousin here lost her Mum, my Aunty, 3 months ago.. And again, at the age of 4. Despite being 4, she's still a strong girl. This is the first time I've met her without her Mum along. When we were at the cemetery yesterday, I was along with her and she said this to her dad..

"Ini mcm mane Ibu kene taman pun kan, tapy Ibu punye dekat..."

In English: "This was how Mum was being burry too right, but Mum's closer..."

I admire her strength and she's such a sweetheart. I didn't want to bring up the topic of her Mum cause I didn't want her to feel the pain. I too admire, Kak Aslindah and Abang Azlan for having to take care of her.. They definitely have taken the responsibility of taking care of their youngest sibling.. Aslindah syg is an example, despite loses.. We still have to stay strong.

188, Alyph's 20th !

2009-09-19T20:37:00.000-07:00

Fav Pic of Lyph and I taken on tht day.

Thanks Kak Lyn for the shot !

On 180909, we celebrated Alyph's advance 20th ! Met Nurul at bpp and we went to the place together. I was pissed at first cause to the rainy weather but it subsided soon enough. We went off to the place together.. The funnaye thing was we didnt knw where to take the bus from -.- We ended up taking the taxi. & Nurul paid for the fare.. Thanks Love :D

Reached there and met Aai and her cousin, Farah. We were crapping by then. Taking pictures.. Talking abt 'Siamang'.. and some other people.. You know, I know (: Nurul was tryna be a dumb blonde -.- She was tryna handle with Aai's DSLR and failed. She had the damn lens on when she wanted to take pictures.. She was like" Ehh, knape gelap" and we all were like laughing. HAHAHHAHHAHA ! Cute lah Nurul (:

Soon after, more came.... Trust me the place was kinda packed and the queues were long. Long I tell you. Thanks Mimi for ordering my food ! (: Syarif came with Desmond and as usual, more talking, laughing and crapping.. The starting was a lil hay-wired cause we wanted to do cake cutting outside and by the time right told me Lyph was here.. He was HERE ! haha..

Eat eat eat.. Talk talk talk.. Laugh laugh laugh.. I felt a lil releaved after being able to share our 'feedbacks'.. I'm sure you understand it too right, dude ? (: Carried on with cake cutting and lucky draw later.. Congrats to the Lucky Draw winners, btw ! Andand Alyph's open-some-presents-time.. Hehe. I liked that part very much. & Oh Wawa, I hope you like the unexpected belated birthday present ! hehe(:

Everything was all good except for the fact that the boys had to leave at 8.30pm cause they had to be at Mediacorp for Personality Zoom at Ria.. But that didn't stop some of us from staying back.. When most left, we, you know who you are, stayed and sat at a corner.. All listening to Ria. Hehe. It was hilarious I tell you, with the Ondeh-Ondeh.. lagu Raya and all.. Really ended my day pretty well.

Now, I'd like to thank those who were involved in the event ! Thank you to the wonderful Fans ! Not forgetting, Thank You to Aunty Maria & Family & Syarif too :D We all made it happen ! :D

And today marks Alyph's 20th Birthday !

Happy 20th Love !

I shall not elaborate on that cause I'm sure he has read what I had for him (:

I somewhat had a Sleeq Marathon when I met Rif the day after. Haha... It just so happened that we were at the exact place. Saying hi and bye thrice was definitely funnayee.. Lets 'See You Soon' again dude :D

& Now, I'd like to wish all Muslims a very Happy Hari Raya !

I hope that all my wrong doings to any of you, if I have ever upset you, irritate you and such.. I hope I'm forgiven. Lets all start from scratch ? Hehe.

& Sleeqfans !

Don't forget to watch Singtel Grid Girls today at 8pm !

I'm sure you wouldn't wanna miss watching the boys once again to teevee !

& knowing that it's being shown on Lyph's birthday......... Hehehe.

xo.

187, OMM !

2009-09-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

I shall updated soon, later in the afternoon !

I know, you know that we know what I'm going to blog about !

But not now, I'm busy

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -.-

No, im just plain lazy to do it now.

The weather's awesome cause it's raining:D

Lets Brambos Amigos !

186, HugsMissesKisses.

2009-09-16T08:21:00.001-07:00

This post is specially for 2 special people in my life.

Firstly..

Happy 43rd Birthday Papa !

My Papa is the most awesome man in my world. Having to be the main man in the family, he has to work hard, educate his children at the same time too and I'm sure his main priority is to be the best dad he can be. I will always pray for his health and may my one and only Papa be a much wiser, stronger and greater than what he is now. Thank you for showering me with all the love in the world though I might be a stubborn, naughty, rebellious.... girl at times. Panjangkan Umurnya, Ya Allah. I love you Pa (:

Secondly..

Today too marks the 1st year Arwah Atuk has left us. Arwah Atuk was a great man too, indeed. He was like a companion, a friend.. I remember always going back home from school and doing crossword puzzles with him. I still remember distinctively, when I brought him down to the Mall and we'll buy ourselves Nasi Pataya and when we get home, we'll see who has the most prawns. We'd ramble about ridiculous television movies we watched, saying how stupid the actor was and so on.. I'll always remember the times I spent with Arwah Atuk vividly. The times I had with Arwah Atuk will always be kept as memories and I'll carry it with me everywhere I go. I regretted at at times, failing to come to his wants and needs.. Who knew I'd never be able to do that with him again.. Now, a year has passed and Atuk's death has definitely made me a stronger person; having to overcome obstacles in life. Atuk has never directly said he loved me, but deep inside, I know he does but he just didn't know how to, then. Still, he was able to portray them.. Only if I could listen to his voice again, meet him again.. I'd say that I have always loved him.

Alfateha.

Amin.

185, Birthday Wish #2

2009-09-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

I don't really have the mood to post now but I shall just do it..

This goes out to the recent Sept babies who've I yet wished..

8th September- Bazli, my adorable little nephew turned a year older !

9th September- Kim Chuan, a funny and blur classmate of mine turned a year older !

10th September- Hakim, a companion, turned a year older !

12th September- Shakilah, a primary sch friend of mine, turned a year older !

15th September- Esaias, a classmate of mine turned a year older !

See, I told you a lot of people whom I know turn a year older in September -.-

Therefore..

Happy Birthday to Bazli, Kim Chuan, Hakim, Shakilah and Esaias !

xoxo.

184, Breakdown..

2009-09-12T21:01:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking hard about a situation and sadly, it just brings me pain. For the past few years, I thought it was nothing but come to think of it, I feel hurt now. That's what I've been feeling the past few days. Pain is the only thing my heart is sensing this moment. But I guess there's no point debating about it... Therefore, I'm giving in. I wish I wouldn't but I just don't have the heart to think of it anymore- Im weak. Still, it doesn't mean I'm fine with it.

On the other hand, 5 more days to go... & I don't know if I should be happy.

Sometimes, I just want to breakdown cause it's killing.

183, MIA.

2009-09-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I would like to dedicate this to Mr. Alyph, Mr. Syarif and my dearest Sleeqer girls. I miss all of you and I'm looking forward to meeting you all, on 'you know when'. There have been glitches here and day so lets all oray hard that everything will go as planned and smoothly. Looking forward to meet Kak Nana, Dynna, Aryna, Nurul, Mai, Wawa, Mira, Aai, Irah, Imah, Nursya, Azura and to those I missed out *smiles, soon ! Love to all !

Hello Readers ! (:

I know~ You might be asking why I've been MIA. This blog of mine has been abandoned for a week already. Great Fana, great. My September holidays has been spent with a lot of stuffs. I've had my Drama rehearsals for our very own Musical every Mon, Wed and Fri. Rehearsal has been extensive and by the time I get home, I only have time to rest and maybe chat with lovelies.

My Tuesday was spent completing my school work and conferencing with the Awesomes. You girls know who you are ! Hehe. My Thursday was spent doing my school work again and I met Kak Nana to settle some stuffs. She dropped by my crib and we definitely had a hullalulla time ! Conferencing with the girls again were damn hilarious and I ended up rolling on the floor ROLF. Seriously, ask Kak Nana if you don't trust me :P

Today was spent at Esplanade Theater watching JUMP! It is a Silent Comedy and trust me it was super duper luper muper hilarious. Its a comedy, DUHH-.-. I sat with Iman, Jannah and Venessa. Iman and I were laughing all out, okay maybe me. Haha. But seriously, it was the best theater I've watched so far. Go get yourself tickets for JUMP! definitely wouldn't wanna miss it, I can assure you.

I thought of meeting the Lyph and Rif at Youth Park today but didn't get the chance to do so.. But lets not fret cause I'm sure we're gonna meet soon :P

"Lets have a meet up some day and camwhore together. I'd love to have a catch up with all us awesomes. Ahh, I love you all- Love"

xo, Fana.

182, Meet Up.

2009-09-05T18:14:00.001-07:00

You're my Wonderwoman too(:

My Saturday was great and it was spent with such awesome people. I met Aryna at about 4pm and we went around Causeway Point in search for Bazli a b'day present. In the end, Ma bought him a truck anyway-.- What I really like about being able to meet dearest Aryna is that I get to share most of my thoughts to her. It's really fun when you have someone who thinks in the same perspective as you do(:

The dudes, Alyph & Syarif, never fails to put up an awesome performance. The host was suckish, I'm sorry but he really was. He tries to make everything sound hilarious and it just turns out lame and irritating. Sheesh ! At least the boys played along with that host and it became so damn hilarious. Lyph and Rif are life savers. Ha ha:P

Stayed awhile more to chit chat with the boys and as usual, take pictures. It has somehow become a 'routine/habit' when we meet. Left at around 6+ and Aryna & I parted. Met Ma & Fakhrul who had bought the birthday present and cabbed our way to Mak House to celebrated Bazli's advance birthday.

Definitely had a wonderful time !

So.. you know, i know, we know when our next meet up is right ? Hehehe.

-Love

181, Birthday Wish #1

2009-09-04T18:12:00.001-07:00

Hey Readers ! ♥

Pardon me for abandoning my blog for the past few days. School has been pretty much hectic with CCA's, school work and so much other stuffs. Hope you Readers understand. In this month of September, compared to other month's, most of the people I know turn a year older this September! 20 people, goshhh. Huhu. Here I go...

The two brother's of mine here, Firdaus, my older brother and Fakhrul, my younger brother turned a year older on 1st September and 2nd September respectively.

Therefore, Happy Birthday to My Abang & My Adik ! :D

We may have our rough times together but I hope that making you two siblings of mine older, makes both of you wiser and much more open to situations. The family has always been my backbone and I'm both of you know, that you both are precious and important to me.

I Love You Both(:

♥

On the 3rd of September, a wonderful babe of mine, Nabilah turned a year older too. We've only known each other for as long as 8 months now but our friendship have grew stronger by the day. I hope that though you've turned a year older, our friendship will be tighter too. What happened a day before your birthday was definitely unpleasant but I hope that each time you grow a year older, you become much stronger too(: All the best in you future endeavours &

I Love You(:

Happy Birthday Nabilah !

♥

On 4th September, a cyber friend on mine who goes by Nadia.. Or better known as Nadiasweets for me(-.-") turned a year older too. Same goes for you, hope you'll become a much more wiser and stronger person. Hope you had a great time on your birthday and pardon me for only wishing this to you now and not on your birthday. I was just too caught up with school yesterday that I didn't have time to touch my lappy and wish you a happy birthday. Therefore, let me do it now.

Happy Birthday Nadia !

♥

On the other hand, my dearest nephew(picture above), Bazli will be celebrating his birthday today with us ! He will be turning 2 on the 8th of Sept though. So looking forward to meet this awesome-ness baby later on during Buka :D Ma, Fakhrul & I are gonna make our way to Causeway Point later on to buy this adorable baby his birthday present. Lovelovelovelove.

♥

Alrighty, I'm gonna meet the dudes, Lyph & Rif later on too ! :D

Oh, how much I miss both of these dudes !

& I miss you Sleeqers too ): I'll txt you people soonest alright.

To those who'll be droppin' by to show your Love & Support too, see you there !

xo Fana.

♥

180, Laughters.

2009-08-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers (:

Jom kite ketawe! *tepok tngn* Ahahaha !

It has been quite sometime since i had a very long, proper post. Therefore, I shall do it today(:

Woke up, bath bath bath and left the house a lil late today. I'd usually take the train with Syaza but since I just got out of the house when she was at Phoenix, I had to miss the train. So, we met at Bangkit. & Syaza had a hair trimmed & cut :D Ehh, not like Ah Lian okay ?

Reached school, got changed into our PE attire and got up to the hall with Nadzirah, Putri & Dilla. As usual, we would start crapping. The funny thing is that, we never get bored of doing so. It has become a some what 'habit' for us to get up to the hall together and start blabbering and laughing like there's no tomorrow. & so, we started our ACES dance. To be frank, not everyone was supportive(including me that is). Ehemm.. So, the 'semangat' people like Nabilah danced-.-

Had our first two lessons. First period was PE, so no biggy. While waiting for Mr. JT, I talked to someone who I cannot lie, but is definitely dear to me. We only had a short talk but it meant something to me as we haven't been talking nor have we been hearing about each other lately. Maybe, it was just a quick catch up session for us. Sighs.. As usual, Nabilah and I would start gossiping about 'some' people. Irah was there to join us to..

You know, I know, she doesn't know:P

Second period was English but we did nothing much really. We just did some reflections and we were given back our History Paper. I'm proud to say that I got another A :D Therefore, another A stated on my record book. Well done Fana ! Hehe. The fun thing was, we had an hour of recess. I loved this part~ I'm sure my girls know why.. HAHAHAHAHA. Won't elaborate on that.

Teachers' Day Celebration on the other hand was quite well done, i must say. I was fully entertained by the event lined up. And the skit put up was hilarious ! I was laughing hysterically for almost everything. Hehe. Call me crazy, or whatever, i don't care. But I'm pretty aware that I had a blast today. With all the funnaye stuffs and hard laughters. And from my post, you can see that I laughed a lot today. The reason why the title of my post is "Laughters". He-he.

Even now, I'm still smiling upon today.

Ahh, my Monday was awesome :D

How about yours ? (:

Till then Readers !

xoxo

179, BACK ON TRACK !

2009-08-28T19:53:00.000-07:00

Heyy Readers ! (:

It has been quite sometime since I updated this blog of mine don't you think ? Well, school has been mundane. Everything's pretty much the same. We got our Common Test 2 paper's back. I was pretty anxious but Alhamdulillah, I did pretty good(: When you play hard and work hard at the same time, it brings you success. Therefore, I'm gonna continue on working hard and InsyaAllah, won't get myself complacent. Next up will be EOY Exams and to think about it, we only have like a month left :S

Rehearsal for our Spectrum, our Musical 'Boys.Flowers.Hairspray' , have been pretty tough. Rehearsals have been dragging cause we are totally short of time and everything has to be good by then. I'm sure there's more to come and I really have to get myself focus on this too/ There's so much to do for Spectrum yet so little time. Sighs.

I'm not sure if you people realize, but a week of Ramadhan have passed. Pretty quick ayy ? Hope all of us are able to endure Ramadhan for another 3 weeks. Heyy, if a week can pass by swiftly.. I'm sure 3 weeks is nothing compared too:D

Before I end this post, I'd like to give a shoutout to the Sleeqers...

I MISS ALL OF YOU SLEEQERS ALONGSIDE SLEEQ ):

LETS GO FOR A SLEEQ SHOW SOON.

On the 5th maybe ? Text me up ! :D

♥

178, Misses

2009-08-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

I Miss Those People ):

Heehaw.

Yes, I miss yo Sleeqer people.

Lets meet up again during the next event. Like Soonest.

Happy Fasting People.

Good Day Mofos<3

177

2009-08-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hello People !

I HAVE CHANGED MY NUMBER !

Therefore, msg my old no. to get my new no.

OR you can just simply email me, fb me, basically ask me personally for it.

TY. <3

176, Exams.

2009-08-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

I'll make this a quick post. I don't really have the mood to post anyway.

Yesterday was spent with such lovely people yet again. I managed to catch up with Dynna & Nurul further more because the last time we met was on 11th July :S. Most of the girls were there to support our very own boys who never fail to put up an awesome performance. I definitely felt elated to have met the whole clan again, cause they never fail to make me smile either.

On the other hand, I managed to get to know some other fans. Definitely glad to have met them. Do holla if you happen to see me again sometime yea(:

& now, I gotta focus on my Common Test which is 2 days from now. Wish me all the best.

I shall find the time to blog when I have time to kill. For now, do keep the tags coming.

-Love all of you. xo

175, Shopping.

2009-08-12T19:48:00.000-07:00

Gosh, the temptation of going shopping soon is so intense :$ I already have my eyes on some stuffs yet I'm not sure when I can spare the time to pamper myself.

Mango Croppedfitted Jacket.

Zara Sweater.

Vans Sneaker.

B&S Shades.

Nokia E63

...

Just to name some things that I want. Still, if any of you are kind enough to buy me the stuff I want or to bring me shopping, that's great as well(: HAHAHA ! But seriously, I'm tempted to go shopping soon.

"Cause my Mum said that I'm a Shopaholic too."

174, Lovey Doveys

2009-08-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers(:

The day spent with Lovey Doveys with these two;P

I've got no idea what to write about but something's telling me to blog. HOHO. Did I mention that we were great with the loud screams & singalong ? Go watch the vid at fb ! Damn we are an awesome bunch ! Haha.

K, this is short. -.-

173, Happy 44th.

2009-08-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

Oh, I forgot to post about Singapore turning 44 today !

So there I go..

Happy 44th B'day Singapore ! :D

Don't you think Singapore is just a great country to be in. Singapore is definitely a "multi-everything" country. We are multi-racial, multi-religious and all... I'm definitely proud to be a Singaporean(:

♥ Singapore !

I'd wanna go on but I'm busy watching the National Day Parade on Channel 5. Hehe.
Hope ya'll are enjoying celebrating National Day in whichever way you are & have a great day ahead ! ♥

On the other hand, I'll be anticipating new sneakers soon. I know, I bought a yellow Nike last month.. Lets just say I'm a sneakerholic alright. Maybe I've had enough of Nike, too many Nikes at home:$. Huhu. It's time for Vans now:D & a new phone too !

172, Fireworks !

2009-08-08T18:02:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers ! :D

Yesterday, 8th August- Rentak Singapura 09, was definitely a joyous event spent with lovely people. The boys were awesome on stage & the vibe there was great because of us people. Haha. Didifiers & Sleeqfans sat together & we were literally screaming. Not only were we screaming for Sleeq & Didi Cazli but for other artists too. I was elated to have seen Nana on stage LIVE, I totally love her powerful voice ! Hady & Taufik were great too, same goes for the other artists there. I'm sure the whole clan enjoyed themselves, the event was worth it(:

I wish I could post about everything that happened yesterday but I'll just let the pictures do the talking yea. I've uploaded the pictures & videos in my facebook, therefore, go check them out there. & now, I think I'm losing my voice due to a lot of screaming yesterday. Huhu.

I totally had fun with Mai, Wawa, Aiishah, Aishah, Syarinah, Syariyah, Syafieka & Didifiers. && it was definitely great to have met the tripletz too ! Hehe. Oh wait, not forgetting Alyph & Syarif. Tehee. Love all of yo♥

xo !

171, Morning.

2009-08-07T17:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers :D !

Did I mention that I woke up so damn early today despite the fact that I'll be home so damn late today ? Alright, never mind about that. For today, I'll be spending my time with the girls again. I'm sure today's event, Rentak Singapura, will be another joyous event. A pity that Kak Nana, Dynna & Aryna will not be able to join us today...

On the other hand, I was thinking of gathering all Sleeqfans together so that we can sit as a fanclub. I've told some to message me when they're there & to those sleeqfans who don't have my no. but you're coming, do tag my tagboard & state yr hp no(: I'll be there around 6pm, so just look out for me yea. Holla me if you see me alright. I'm sure the boys will love to see their fans sitting together. *winkwink

"Silent kills. I'm only silent when it is called for."

170, Sleepy-.-

2009-08-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers(: !

Pardon me for abandoning my blog for the past few days. I've been totally caught up with school and school work. Furthermore, Common Test 2 is in 2 weeks time. I gotta get focus and start revising. I'm blogging right now because I don't want this blog of mine to turn out dead & sincere apologies to my daily readers. Do keep dropping by and tag alright(: My daily readers are mainly the reason why I try my best to update my blog frequently.

A successful and awesome event that was held on 2nd August was definitely something to remember- Sleeq Classiq Album Launch. My 2nd August was such an awesome day spent with such awesome people. I got to meet the lovely girls once again and spend such good time together with them. Kudos to the boys- Sleeq, Alyph & Syarif ! The much anticipated day finally came & it was a success(: You dudes are awesome & keep producing good music, we fans will be by your side, supporting Sleeq all the way. Love♥

Today, I managed to spend my day with two of my lovelies as well. After school, I got home for a while and made my way to meet Aryna♥ & Kak Nana♥. I absolutely love spending my time with this two girls of mine. They never fail to make me smile & they never fail to make my day. We had a catch up session with each other because both of them are not able to attend Rentak Singapura. Had very late lunch together, talked about lots of stuffs, browsed from shop to shop.... We're gonna have another quick catch up session with each other on Saturday before I head for Rentak Singapura. Hopefully this time with Khalil & Khalis. The more the merrier(:

Aryna♥

Kak Nana♥

Khalil♥ & Khalis♥

Hoping to meet you 4 on Saturday to have a quick catch up session. ♥

On the other hand, I've uploaded the pictures taken on 2nd August at my facebook. Go ahead, check them out. If you happen to see your face, I don't mind you grabbing it. But if you don't, don't start stealing my pictures. Do ask for my permission before you grab them, if not, do credit me(:

xo ♥

169, Oh finally !

2009-08-01T17:26:00.000-07:00

Morning Morning Readers ! :D

Finally ! The long awaited day is finally here ! I've been counting down the days, being so impatient hoping 2nd August would come real fast & it's today ! :D The first thing that was on my mind when I woke up today was 'ClassiQ Album Launch'. I miss the boys so much, I miss the lovely SleeQ fans & the girls so much. I was saddened to have missed 2 events but the day is finally here.

I've made plans with most to meet them there & some other of my friends may not know them, but hey, it's time that we get to know each other better & unite as a fan club ! This way, the bond within all the fans will tighten.

Kak Nana, Aryna, Mimi, Mai, Zoey, Aiishah, Dynna, The Triplets- Nursya, Syahimah & Syahirah, Aunty Maria & Family, Aunty Salimah & Family.. See all of you there later on ! These are the people whom I've been looking forward to meeting & miss(: To those missed out *smiles. & of course the boys, Alyph & Syarif :D

I have a feeling that today's gonna turn out awesome*winkwink

xoxo.

168, Kudos !

2009-07-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Pepos ! :D

Today was fun, no doubt. Lets skip the part during school and a few hours after school when Nabilah & I stressed ourselves cause we had to stay back to 'decorate' the English board told by Ms Chw since we were late for English. HAH. Whatever it is, we had fun stressing ourselves! Basically, it was fun actually. So funnaye of us(:

At 3.00pm, we had to go for a Math test and we did.. Leaving the work undone(who cares, we're gonna come back tmrw anyway). 3.45pm, after the test ended, Nabilah & I ran our way to the school hall cause we didn't wanna miss Arts Fiesta. This time, Dance & Band. We were there with some others to support 'Killer 5' cause our lovely girls took part in the dance challenge.

Whatever it is, I still love you girls:D You girls might not have conquered the title this year, but I'm sure the competition have made you girls stronger. Furthermore, I'm sure it is a learning experience for you girls too(: You can still look forward to next year & no doubt, I'll be there to support you again. & to my girlf sayang SYAZA ! *Smiles okay ! WE LOVE YOUU ! :D

So, we ended our day on a light note. Smiles and all. So good to see them smiling. I had to go to Kak Ogy's house cause' Abang was at KKH because of his deliberately high temperature. Docs said that he might have H1N1 but good thing he doesn't. After he took his medication, there was quite a drastic change in his temperature from 40.4 to 37(something2) lol. & he need not attend sch for a week ! Jeez.

I was multi-tasking just now.. I was chatting with 4 people & msging 2 of my best friends at the same time just now ! Goshh, I know ! & Aisha Abdullah is so sweet. I cannot wait to meet u on the 2nd && I love you too darl ! So many things I've been missing out on. Well, on the other hand, I'll be getting a new phone soon ! I've been so fickle-minded about what phone to buy & I've finally made up my mind. Therefore, don't talk to me about phones & don't even try to psycho me on getting whatever phone. I'm sticking to my choice. Period.

I love all of you. K fine, random;P.

Hugs&Kisses !

167, Let it be..

2009-07-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

School was an ass today. I hate today. My mood spoiled even further during Math, I have no fxcking idea what Ms. Jna was talking about. Even half of the class agreed with me on that. Truthfully, I just wanted to raise my hand & tell her that I don't like the way she teaches. In Math, you need explanation and you don't just go on blabbering about the formula & all. Shit.

& a lot of people happen to spoil my mood today too. Thank you. I've been so stressed up about a lot of stuffs and today went no where near help. Instead, today just got me frustrated. Trust me, it wasn't only about Math. I've been thinking a lot lately, sheesh ! Don't ask me why, I'm not in a good mood. At all.

Sometimes, you just need to break down & cry...

166,

2009-07-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers! (:

Have been fasting for 2 days now, no biggie. Will fast until Thursday, I want to pay back as soon as possible actually. School was pretty usual for the past few days and I realize that I get pretty restless and worn out easily. I wonder why.. Lack of sleep ? I even slept during lessons for the whole period without realizing. Gosh, I know ! heh.

My mood went to another level when I got to know that I will be acting for the Musical ! Whoop! It got even better to know that I got the role I wanted.. Well, i was actually being told to take the role of Ginger later. But seriously, I'm really gratified to know that I'll be acting.

So.. "Hi, I'm your actress- I'm Ginger(:" Haha :D

Oh the other hand, I miss best friend.

Where have you gone to ):

Hugs.

165, I miss those times..

2009-07-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

Yes, I miss those times oh so much... We spent every afternoon, night until midnight together. Such happy moments shared. At times, I wished there were no obstacles between all that we went through. I feel in love with the moments that I found it hard to let go. Frankly, I haven't let them go. I try to convince myself, tell myself that everything is alright.. I'm doing just fine without you. But every time I say that, I lie to myself over and over again.

Can I just move on & don't let go ? Can I do that ? Truthfully, it hurts no more, really.. Just that, I want everything to fall back to place. I'm not asking for much, just that. But things happen for a reason and I'll try to move on.. though something is holding me back.

Don't you think, what we had was great ?

Don't you think that all we had to do was move it a lil further?

Well, I still keep to my promise & I hope you still keep to yours..

164, Self-Control

2009-07-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

My Saturday was spent at home. I intended to meet the boys alongside with Mai too at Katong Complex today but I knew that my day with Shafiq & Fahmiie will be long. So, I decided not to go.. But hey, we girlfriends are gonna have a date next week & the week after right !? So looking forward to the 2nd & 8th:D *winkwink

It was pretty surprising that I actually cleared all the mess in the house today morning. I even vacuumed the house. My first time ! K fine, I know. Shaddup you. Fiiqo & Fahmiie came at 12pm.. As usual, they gave me a 'guitar lesson'. But there was less of it today because we went on using my laptop next. Grr.. Nvm, at least I learned some new stuffs today. But the next time must be more serious okay. *chingkwingkwing

Fahmiie left earlier cause he had rugby. As for Fiiqo, he stayed at my house as if it was his too;P Bagos lah tu ! Aku nye ear piece kau jage baek2, klaw tk.. Tangan kaw lagy satu aku pthkn! K, dah.

On the other hand, I have self-control ! Haha. As you can see, I've been cutting down my time on blogging. More productive stuffs to do. Kudos my myself (: Okay Best !

Rambot FiiQo blh jady rumput ! :D

163, Not Enuf ?

2009-07-22T00:00:00.001-07:00

I was elated to be able to attend school today. I no longer have a fever but I'm coughing, still. I was hoping for a nice school Wednesday with my friends, until it all turned upside down. & who may you ask caused this ? Again, that bitch. I've written about her before & I really didn't wish to do so again, but at this point of time.. What you've done, I really cannot stand you.

Haven't you got enough of bitching people ? Yes, you care for your friends and I care for mine too. It is really unreasonable of you for just bombarding such questions and start accusing my friend. Frankly, I don't like your attitude. Neither do I like you. & I really hate the fact that I am writing about you here. I seriously didn't like what you did to my friend. Cause' if you spoil his mood, you happen to spoil mine too. Fuck. Screw those bitches to hell....

I despise people who totally have no control of there attitude. Don't you think it's just rude ? This is what you call, people who have no feeling for others;people who are obviously insecure. Enough about those bitches.

Well, I've decided to cut some of my time from the laptop. To look back, there is actually not much time left to study for CT2. You might say that I sound like a geek right now. But I have my priorities straight. I will have to have self-control, i guess. It is a matter of time to realize. & I totally don't want to drop any of my subjects, or else... ;P

& to ShafiQ, hope you'll get a speedy recovery alright ! :D

Take Care.

xo !

162, Sickening

2009-07-20T18:46:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers(:

Myself with Syarif ! :D

Wait, was it suppose to be funny faces? ;P

Since I got 2 days of MC, another day at home that is. I've been listening to ClassiQ, maybe it could help me keep away the blues. Apparently, I've got nothing to do. I can't be staring at the laptop, doing nothing productive & I can't just eat, sleep and watch the television. I'd die of boredom by then. -Zomg.

The boys will be at Badoque today. I'm bragging about this again, I know. The reason is simply because I want to be there. Yet, I know that I have to be at home. Initially, if I was able to go, I'd meet MimiSyg at Tanah Merah Mrt Stn and from there we'll cab. But again, like what Alyph told me, It's Okay=D Next timee. Haha. Hope Kak Nana, Dynna & Mimi will have fun later on yea. & hopes Kak Nana remembers what I told her. Hehehe:P

Maybe I shall get myself busy with some school work or revision & come back to blogging when I get bored again.

161, High on Fever -.-

2009-07-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers :D

Attended 2 wedding yesterday despite the fact that I was not in a good condition. We went to Kak Dahlinar's, my cousin's wedding after the first one. It was quite grand because it was held in a CC. My Aunty & Uncles alongside with my other cousins had left by that time. Family & I stayed until the ceremony ended. After the wedding, we went to Nenek Peah's house. (:

I didn't attend school today because of this fever & cough of mine. Stayed at home and went to the docs with Mama at about 2.30pm. I feel as if I'm having a buffet; having to eat so many pills. I got an MC for tomorrow too ): & somehow, I'm not happy about it. It's because I have my callbacks tomorrow & I really don't want to miss it. I want to act for Spectrum & I don't want to miss my chance. Oh, All The Best to Salihan for GSS Idol tmrw ! You have my support (:

This fever & cough is also resulting to the reason why I cannot attend Badoque tomorrow. ); I miss the boys, Sleeq- Alyph & Syarif. Whtever it is, I'm so looking forward to 2nd August ! Yezzar! :D It's another date with my girls!! Wohooo :D On the other hand, thank you to those for your very kind words, trying to make me feel better though I'm sick.. Ya peps really made me smile.. You guys know who you are *winkwink. Gahh, I appreciate all of u so much ! :D

To Kak Nana, Aryna, Dynna, Mai, Mimi, Fieka, Nurul, Zoey.. (Just to name some)

We HAVE to meet on the 2nd okay :D

I Love Every Single One Of You Sngt Sngt ! (:

*Hugs

160, Good or Bad..

2009-07-18T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers !

The boys who will always be the most popular artist to us (:

Was wathcing APM yesterday night with butterflies in my stomach. I prayed so hard our very own boys would get it again this year. Sadly, they didn't. It was a kinda tough call because only one would get Artist Singapura Paling Popular unlike the last 2 years whereby 3 would get it. Although the boys didn't get it this year, I'm still very proud of them ! Being able to bring themselves very far, that is definitely something to be proud of. & having Impianku as Lagu S'pura Paling Popular is something really to be proud of too ! Kudos to Alyph for that song :D

Whatever happens, good or bad.. happy or sad.. Us fans will still be by their side.

SleeQ all the way:D

On the other hand, I'm having fever. Gotta attend 2 weddings today & I'm still unsure on whether I should go. & so very sorry to Syahirah for not being able to attend your birthday party today. Fever, go away soon ):

Prays Hard.

2009-07-17T21:28:00.000-07:00

Heyy Readers ! :D

All the best to this dude up here & Rif for APM today! (:

I just finished making a layout for Drama's blog. The last time it was updated was in March. The blog is so dead man ! So, I 'm here to make it alive(: Hehe. I've added a Cbox, so you Drama members can start tagging. Here's the blog. Start tagging if you members have not done so.

Today will be spent at home because Pa is working and Mama has her school's 50th Anniversary to attend. Still, tomorrow will be packed. We have 2 weddings to attend. One of them will be my Aunty's cousin from the other side, basically my distant relative's wedding and the other one will be my cousin, Kak Dalina's wedding. *smiles wide cause I get to meet my cousins ! Woopeyh:D

I heard about the bombing in Jakarta and it freaked me out for once. Those involve in APM and especially the dudes are there. But, I was relieve after Lyph twittered that they were all alright. On the other hand, Anugerah Planet Muzik will be on Suria today at 9pm. So, go catch it ! Myself & I'm sure the other fans are looking forward to the results. I'm praying hard that they'll get it this year too. InsyaAllah, they will(: I wonder when they'll be back cause I can't the boys during Badoque ):

xo !

158, Chocolate Brownies

2009-07-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers ! :D

School was nothing much today except for the part that we had to run our 2.4km again. We were just told do so, cause' they'll compare it to our previous one. I was having leg cramps and it really made it hard for me to run. On the other hand, i didn't want to run again. Therefore, Nabilah, Irah & I walked our way there. My previous run is definitely better, a nice timing of 12mins(:

I headed to Kak Ogy's house after school cause' I was going to have Drama an hour later. It has been so long since I met my dearest nephew, Bazli ! :D He's such an adorable sweetheart. Drama was a lil different today cause we auditioned for our very own school Musical- Boys. Flowers. Hairspray. From the title, it's pretty obvious that the Musical is going to be a mixture of Boys Over Flowers & Hairspray. I auditioned for one out of the 3 girls, Sunny. The role is really fun cause' I don't really have to be so serious & I get to bitch. HAHA! Callbacks will be on Tuesday, so, wish me luck ! (:

Well, the boys left for Jakarta today at 4pm. I intended to send them off, since I had Drama, I didn't get to do so. ): It's okay.. I was multi-tasking yesterday, with 3 phones, voting for the dudes for APM. How many votes you ask ? I voted for them 20 over times. Haha. Apparently, I'm not crazy. The boys really put in a lot of hard work to bring themselves this far & they really deserve this. AGAIN, for the 3rd time in a row. & if you think our very own dudes, SleeQ, deserve this too, get your fingures busy by typing in this format...

APM(space) SG9 to 77877 !

I hope the boys are doing fine there(:

HugsandKisses !

157, Cupcakes

2009-07-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

First and foremost..

Happy Birthday to Syahirah !

A girlfriend of mines turns a year older today(: We've done so much as friends though we only got to know each other this year. All the best in your future endeavour. I'm looking forward to yr b'day party syggg ! :D Still, sorry for sabo-ing you today. Somehow.. I felt that it wasn't enuf.. ;P (Sry tk post gmbr kiteorg.. Kaw blom send kt akuu )

School has been okay. I'm glad to say that we're done with CLAP. Today's recording might not be a good one but I really didn't want to shoot everything again. The only thing I had in mind was to get this thing done & over with. & it is(:

I'm so looking forward to the 21st.. I've yet confirmed on whether I could attend or not because it's really far. Simpang Bedok & Bukit Panjang0.o ? Sighs. I'll ask Pa about it & pray hard he'll say yes. Though, there is only a slim chance cause it's on a school night and I'm not sure what time the event ends. Still, I really would want to meet the boys & the friends & maybe some news fans there..

Hugs:D

156, Rainbows.

2009-07-12T05:08:00.001-07:00

Myself w/ Adil Abdullah ! :D

I'm still exhausted despite the 2 days have passed. I didn't have the energy to talk as much during school today. Maybe we just had too much fun the other day. Still, there's no harm in having too much fun right ? Hehe. I hate week one's Monday because of the number of books I have to bring. It really is ridiculous cause' I have all my Humanities subs with Eng, Math & Sci today. Imagine how hefty my bag is. Grr.. School was alright. I'll be acting as the 'Expert' for CLAP and there is so much I have to memories. & I have to do it by tomorrow or Wednesday. - die D: . I'll start memorising my script & get down with homework soon.

I'm really looking forward to the upcoming events. The upcoming one will be at Badoque on 21st July, 8pm. I really want to go so that I can meet the boys & SleeQ fans again ! But, it really is far from my house. ): Still, I'll try to find a way to be there. SleeQ's ClassiQ Album Launch will be on the August 2nd. YAY ! I'll be there for sure. & another event will be Rentak S'pura on the 8th of August! Yes, I'll be there too ! Thank you to Kak Nana for the tix. On the other hand, we have so much to do before Rentak Singapura *winkwink. Hugs to those when we meet during any of these events yea :D

Alrighty, xo !

155, Fun & Laughters.

2009-07-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today- 11th June.

My morning was spent having breakfast at KFC followed by helping Mama out by buying necessities. I had to buy another XD card cause the previous one couldn't be read. The bad thing about that is that I still have Beats & Breaks 2 pictures in it. ): I left my house at 2.10pm and bussed to Chua Chu Kang mrt station. From there, I trained to Ang Mo Kia mrt station to meet Kak Nana & Mai.

As soon I reached there, I met Mai & soon after we met Kak Nana. We made our way to Tanjong Katong Complex by taking a taxi. We actually talked about a lot of stuff in the taxi. We laughed so hard but at least the taxi driver didn't say anything. Hehe. Thank you to Kak Nana for paying the taxi fare, anyway! Since we were minutes early, we decided to kill time. We basically walked about the mall. After that, we met Nurul & Syafieka there ! Finally Nurul was able to drop by, i missed her so much. & I finally got take a picture with Fieka. & oh yea, I met Dynna too :D !

The boys came soon after & we started doing the usual stuffs.. Take pictures, talk, joke, laugh.. Y'knoww. The boys hit the stage soon after & Grr.. Embarrassing. Haha. They performed 'Moviestar', 'Cun Saja' followed by 'Sembunyi'. Rif sang Sembunyi with such emotions. Huhu. On the other hand, I managed to meet Auntie & family too. It has been so long since I met Anisa! This time, we managed to take a pic(: After their performance, we, again, took more pictures & did more talking. Decided to get ourselves drinks & bought one for both the boys too. We talked about so many stuffs. Syarif browsed a magazine & started with his merepek-ness & Alyph was just disturbing him. Haha. Hilarious man !

Again, they went on stage for a photograph session. Us fans were at the back & I managed to take a pic with Adil ! He sat on my lap & started being cheeky. Haha. After two pictures with him, he laid down on my lap & said 'Adil penat lah'. Is that just cute or what ? The boys left at about 6pm and by that time, only Kak Nana, Mai, Fieka & I were there. We decided to get a bite at the Waffle Factory at Singapore Post. Again, we did more talking. After eating, we went to This Fashion.

Kak Nana, Mai & I were laughing like maniacs, cracking jokes & the 'Syarif.. syarif..' thing was just hilarious ! We laughed so hard & loud, as if the whole place was ours. Our purpose of going there was to find Kak Nana a dress but didn't turn out that way, i guess. Haha. We spent such a long time there & by the time we left, it was already 8pm. We trained our way home but Kak Nana & Mai left first as they had to change trains. & I got home by 9.30pm. & my legs are killing me. D:

I've uploaded the pictures & the video of Sembunyi in my facebook.

Check it out if you want to. Before I end...

APM(space)SG9 to 77877

Type in this format to vote SleeQ for Singapore's Most Popular Artist in APM !

Get your fingers busy people:D

HugsandKisses.

154, Whtevr.

2009-07-10T17:16:00.000-07:00

Morning Readers !

I woke up at 7.15am today despite the fact that I was so sleepy & tired yesterday. I viewed my blog a few minutes ago & I saw this tag by a hater. She, who goes by the name 'meimei' flooded my blog & stated that sleeq sucks. Thank you for dropping by my blog. Sadly, I'm not interested in knowing what you think of Sleeq. & you have no right to say that they suck. Have a good day hater(:

I wonder why such people do such things. Well, whatever to that lozer. I've deleted her tags, anyway. From my point of view, they don't suck a bit. My support & love for the boys will never change. Anyhoo, I'll be meeting them today ! :D If you have nothing better to do, drop by Tanjong Katong Complex & show some love for the boys alright. You know you want to be there ! See ya'll soon(:

xoxo

153, Just fine(:

2009-07-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers ! :D

Forget about my previous post, I've deleted anyway. Thank you to those who were concern. It really puts a smile on my face to know that people care. I'm doing just fine, trust me(:

School has been the same for the past few days except for today, that is. Due to H1N1, all of us need not attend CCA. Since I'm under publication, I had to stay back with some others to design/decorate the board. We first did some research on some stuffs and had ourselves doing Art. -Zomgg. Despite the fact that we were suppose to shift the whole thing to another board, we didn't do so. Who'd do that after you've done so much & someone comes & tells you that it's suppose to be on another board instead. Wth?! While working with the board, I managed to witness best friend being scolded. K, maybe I was laughing at some parts but I didn't really mean it. I care about what you're doing & please, don't do it again. You've told me that you want to change for the better right ? (:

On the other hand, I've got to write the script for the drama acting for my class. I don't really mind but I think that it is kind off pathetic that we only have a period to complete all of the script writing on Monday. That's happening obviously due to the lack of time. && other script writers & I get to direct the scene ! Cool or what ? Haha ! My weekend will probably be spent finishing all my homework which is definitely piling. Still, I'm having thoughts of attending tomorrow's event. See ya SleeQ fans there if I'm attending ! & my camera is still being a bitch. HELPPPPPPP ! D:

Before I end...

Voting for APM have started. Voting will take effect from 10th July to 18th July.

Support our boys, SleeQ ! You can do so by voting for them on Anugerah Planet Music Award for Artist Singapura Paling Popular(Singapore's Most Popular Artist) by texting in the format...

APM(space)SG9 and send it to 77877 !

We've done it before for 2 years in a row and we can do it again this year.

Lets get our fingers busy people ! Start voting NOWW !

HugsandKisses !

151, InsyaAllah.. Everything's fine.

2009-07-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

I just received a message from Mama. It stated that my Mak Long on my Father's side passed away today due to cancer. I may have not been very close to the family on my Father's side. Still, I remember distinctively my family visited Shah Alam for a holiday. Mak Long's family was there with us to share the fun during our holiday. Oh, such happy moments we shared.

For now..

May Mak Long Rest In Peace.

Al-Fateha.

Semoga Allah Cucuri Rahmat ke Atas Rohnya.

Ammiiiiin.

150, Camera's bailing on me.

2009-07-05T20:01:00.000-07:00

Supp Readers ! (:

I managed to attend Beats & Breaks 2 yesterday. Despite the fact that it was raining cats & dogs, it was fun, no doubt ! Family & I decided to get late lunch at 3.00pm. We walked around and left for Marina Barrage. As soon as we reached there, it was raining excessively. Pa bought me a jacket (Thanks Pa !) and I got to meet Sabrina there, a primary school friend of mine(: I miss her mayne!

We then left at about 7.00pm. Reached Esplanade Outdoor Theater soon after and I met Mai. It was really nice meeting her. & not to forget, Kak Nana. Huhu. Managed to meet & get to know other SleeQ fans too. Before the dudes left for the stage, us fans decided to talk to them first. SleeQ sang 'Just the two of us' & 'Whatever You Like' alongside with Lefttool. Supreme One was awesome ! One of his songs-which I can't remember the title-was really soulful, i felt him for once. No doubt, the others were just as awesome. I really did miss attending Local Hip Hop gigs. Ahh, finally(:

The crowd was a lil' weak maybe cause of the weather or just symptoms of the lost of MJ. Still, it was such a great event ! After event, we talked.. joked.. & not to forget, took pictures with the dudes before they left. Lyph really was talking a lot that day. Haha ! & Rif happened to leave sooner. That, i didn't realize.

Yesterday really made my day. Knowing that I was able to meet the SleeQ fans. & some people whom I have long awaited to meet- Farishah Love(: . Yeaa, I met Farishah after like 2 long years. Looking forward to meet ya again hun ! On the other hand, I didn't manage to meet some people who I were looking forward to meet.. Chippy, Kae & Scriptz ! Still, all good(:

My camera is giving me problems & it seems to be bailing on me today. Therefore, I'm not able to post the pictures & videos taken. Once I've finally solved the problem with that camera of mine, I'll have them uploaded. For now..

"I said you can have whatever you like.. yeaa.."

xoxo !

149, Sunset.

2009-07-04T22:52:00.000-07:00

Whassup Readers !? :D

I'm happily saying that I will be attending Beats & Breaks 2 today ! Jyeah ! Thank you Mai(: Yes, I'll be going with her. We might not know each other but what the heck.. We sure are SleeQ fans. Anyone who cares to join, feel free to msg or tag me. If u don't seem to be able to reach me, just drop by and holla at me when you see me. I'm super duper happy especially since I'll be able to meet my dearest Syg, Farishah ! We've known each other for more than 2 years but we've yet met. So, today it shall be(:

Will update about that after I get back.

Meanwhile, follow me on twitter ! (check under personal links )

Loves(:

148, Sunrise.

2009-07-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

At times, some people perform better than you. You try not to lose your self-esteem but at times, you still lost hope. You tried to put yourself together, but as you see more rise, you begin to fall. Maybe, you're not just up to it. Maybe, you just need to look in another perspective and move on.

Don't ask.

Oh the other hand, anybody wanna go for Beats & Breaks 2 ? Maybe could go together & esp to the SleeQ fans. I'm sure the boys will appreciate it if all us fans go together as one. Anyone who cares to go, msg my phone or just tag me ay.

Take Care(:

147, Stomach-aches.

2009-07-03T01:58:00.000-07:00

For all SleeQ fans :

What: Pop Trivia Ria segment. (Tune into Ria 89.7fm)

When: 4th June, Saturday. ( Tomorrow !!)

Time: *(To be confirmed)

What: Beats & Breaks 2 @ The Esplanade Outdoor Theater.

When: 5th June, Sunday.

Time: 7.30pm

Just in case ya have yet taken note of.. Do tune into ria's Pop Trivia Ria segment tomorrow. I'm unsure of what time u should tune into it but I'll update all of you when I've received anything from Syarif. Anyone who knows, tag my tagboard ! & do come down to The Esplanade Outdoor Theater to support our locals ! Sleeq will be there alongside with other local talents like Richard J, Lefttool... Do drop by if you've got the time !! A lil promo. :D

On the other hand...

Monday= Youth Day= No school :D

Who is dreaded by that ?! If you are, you've got a massive problem to solve. Hehe. The first week of school re-open has been pretty much mundane. Everything is still the same. Still, I do like the fact that there's no CCA. To be frank, I really wasn't looking forward to school. Can't do anything about that now(:

& a tag reply to Syarif:

It really is not a problem dude ! As said, I'll help out as much as I can for the meanwhile. & I will drop by on Sunday if I can, alright. Love you too Rif (:

HugsandKisses(:

146, Realities don't lie.

2009-07-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Attention SleeQ fans !

Most of you have already known about what has happened but don't be alarmed. There is no longer a blog as you all can see but SleeQ will be having a website(.com) as soon as possible. For the meanwhile, do tune into SleeQ's facebook for any details.

This is from Syarif himself and I am here to spread the word.

Please do spread this to other fans, just to let them know.

Keep supporting good music !

Support locals ! :D

HugsandKisses(:

145, Heaven

2009-07-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

Damn you.

You're such a bitch. I hate you, even the littlest things about you. You think you're all that, but you're not. You think you're, getting 'fame'.. But trust me, you aren't. You're just a big fuck lifeless bimbo. You forget how you actually got to fit in.. Now that you have, you forgot us and you've shown your true colours. Since I knew you this year, I cannot lie but I have to say that you've changed. Sadly, not for the better. You just turned yourself into a self-less bimbo who doesn't give a damn about people around you. You're pretty much insecure about people's feelings and don't start acting nice, no more cause it doesn't work. We know you.

I hate it. I hate it when people start showing such attitude. I despise such people. And I hate it more when I actually have to express it all here. Makes me think about what a sinner I am, cursing and expressing all my anger to you readers about this self-less bitch. I only wished everyone has a nice disposition, no one with such attitude problems.. Wouldn't that be like Heaven ? If everyone was nice, I wouldn't be such a sinner myself. Only if I didn't know that bitch in the first place, I wouldn't be creating another sin. Next time.. Keep quiet, don't know, don't want to know and don't care.

Screw that bitch & her friend to hell.

On the other hand, I got myself another pair of Nike Sneakers yesterday. & I'm gonna get myself another pair of sneaker next month ! Yezzarr..

144.

2009-06-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

"Life Goes On"

Yes, life goes on.

Whatever the circumstances are.

The clock waits for no one.

It keeps on ticking no matter how much you want it to stop.

You wish you could turn back into time, but life goes on.

143, You deserve better.

2009-06-29T02:40:00.001-07:00

I am really upset right now. I'm even tearing up...

Kak, it really is sad & it really is harder for you, i know. You deserve so much better Kak. So, so much better. I never knew they would do such a thing.. It really was painful to read the msg you sent me. I had to read it over and over again, thinking that what you said was not real at all. Without you updating me and others about stuffs, who would. And now, who would do that ? You're like an elder sister who I never had before. Despite I only know you for a few months now, you're one of those who I really look up to. Strong & Independent....

I wouldn't want to elaborate further. It just hurts.

Kak, I'd really hope to talk/ meet with you soon.

I love you.

Hero-Mariah carey.

After all that you've done for them.. You're a Hero kak.

You know you're strong.

142, Life Goes On.

2009-06-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers ! :D

Well, I have finished all my homework. K fine, except for Science. But for a good reason. Cause.. I have no fuck idea what the username for me to do it online is. The problem is that I don't know the username & I tried to use my e-learning username but it doesn't seem to work. On the other hand, most of the poppys in my class didn't do it. We're great, I know :D . So, better be prepared to see Mr Chngs's face with those big eyes getting much much bigger like fish balls ! AHAHA. Enuf.

I've been laughing and smiling the past few days due to some stuffs. Maybe not stuffs. One of the reasons will have to be Luff'. Despite the fact that we met a week ago, I feel a sense of emptiness. Misses. Looking through Luff's pictures(yang aku lambat setapak, i know), videos.. Just made my day. Still, that wasn't enough. I went to the extend of viewing pictures at Luff's friend's profile, his cousins and family members. Haha ! & the dream I had a day ago, just made everything brighter. It makes me feel much more welcome to get to know his siblings, parents esp and aunty & uncles. Such a great family(: & at times, I always thought of being in the picture.. I shall get on with more picture & video viewing yea ? Haha.

The holidays are drawing to an endddddd ! Well, just another 2 more days to be exact ! I really am not looking forward to school. I have to be frank. Just when I got the hang of the holidays, it had to end. Big Whoop. Time flies so fast don't you think ? I just wish there's an extension to the holidays. Hehe. Still, I am looking forward to tomorrow. TRANSFORMERS :D !

Before that, I miss Anisa ! Yr mummy told me that you're at Australia for a school learning thingy. Which answers the question to why I haven't been seeing you. Aunty didn't tell me exactly when you'll be back but you should be back soon or maybe now cause the school hols are ending. I really hope you're doing fine & I hope to see you, aunty & uncle & yr siblings soon. Lovelove.

xoxo !

141, I'm doing just fine.

2009-06-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

Our King Of Pop, Michael Jackson died. A sad day indeed. When I first got to know it from Lif, I was actually in shock. Despite the fact that I may not be much of a big fan of MJ, the feeling of sorrow and agony could be felt. Wow, who knew he'd die so suddenly ? ... I really don't know what to say.. RIP Michael Jackson.

Well, the past few days have been spent at home. Abang, Fakhrul & I have been up to lots of stuffs actually. Eating a tub of ice cream, eating more chocolates, had McD like nobodies business.. On the other hand, I think I'm gaining weight. It really is frustrating when people say that I'm too skinny, go eat more.. And when I do, they say that I'll turn out fat. Danggg. I'll try to eat moderately still(: Anyhoo, anyone care to go for jogging session !? Haha !

Well, my PW friends are coming to my house later on at 2.00pm. I wanna get PW done and over with. I have to get all my homework done, basically just a few more questions to go, by tomorrow. Because... Sunday shall be spent watching Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen and after that we shall shop till we drop at Orchard ! Yayyyyy :D

& before I end this post..

Happy birthday to Fatiha or better known as Chippy ! Happy 17th to you love(: May Allah bless you in everything you do and all the best in your future endeavour. Love you alright ?

140, to tell you..

2009-06-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers(:

Fathers Day wasn't greatly celebrated. We only spent time laughing and cracking jokes at home. Still, Happy Belated Father's Day to Dearest Papa. Thank you for everything. Even a thousand of words cannot tell how much I appreciate you as My Father. May Allah bless you, Pa, in everything you do & I love you(:

Yesterday, Fakhrul got home from Malaysia with Aunty. Fetched him from Aunty's house at 3.00pm and off we went to Malaysia. The road to and fro was pretty much smooth. The only thing I don't really like about going to Malaysia will be the traffic jam. I'll get pretty restless in the car and end up fidgeting, cursing most of the cars. Good thing the road was smooth yesterday. We basically went to Nenek's house there. I would really want to look forward going there again. I love Nenek & Atuk. I was touched, I nearly shed tears. Insyallah, everything will turn out fine. Amiin. We left at 6.00pm and went to a restaurant to eat. The food was kind of pathetic, I can't lie. Pfft.. Got home at 8.00pm and to Aunty's house again.

I hate myself. Initially, my purpose of using the laptop yesterday night was to email my proposal to Ms Chw. My intension to do so failed and had myself blog-hopping, surfing the net instead. I really need to get myself focus. I have yet completed my project and it is stressing me out. To be frank, I just want to do it with my group on Friday and get done with it. Period.

HugsandKisses.

139, It's not so hard..

2009-06-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

As promised, here are the videos:

Taman Warisan- Rentak Cilik.

Satu Minggu.

Bukit Panjang Plaza- Youth Extravaganza

Moviestar

Cun Saja

Ain't About Later

138, Aku Cun Saja(:

2009-06-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers.

During the performance at Taman Warisan

Aftermath

w/ Shah Iskandar.

w/ the boys(:

w/ Alyph ! (:

w/ Syarif !(: (my smile tk sincere seyh.. I was kinda sleepy by then. haha)

Fakhrul w/ the boys(:

Fakhrul. Again.

At Bukit Panjang Plaza.

'SleeQ Booth'. haha

Last pic of the day(:

The reason why I always look forward to meeting the dudes is because they never fail to make my day. Being able to meet them during events, being able to show some love & support, it really puts a smile on my face. & they never fail to put up a satisfying performance, for sure(:

Especially to the people I meet there, the SleeQaholics. We totally brought up the atmosphere to another level. Not to forget, Auntie and her family(: I managed to talk to aunty at length about some stuffs.. Adil & Aisha too. They are such adorable sweethearts, I'm glad they remembered me. Haha! Such a nice and humble family. At times, they are the reason why I always look forward to go to SleeQ events; being able to meet them again(:

I intended to take pics with adorable Aisha & Adil.. But Adil said he had a game to finish. Haha ! Cute right? Well, we'll meet again, Insyallah.

I'm sure am feeling happy about yesterday, still.

One word for it 'AWESOME'.

Videos shall be posted tomorrow, aight. Love.

137, I Ain't About Later(:

2009-06-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers(:

The past few days have been awesome. Wednesday- My family and I went to Singapore Discovery Center to catch the 3D version of Monster vs Alien. It's such a funny movie. If you need to get your mind of out some stuffs, go ahead and watched it if you have yet done so and go get yourself some laughs. After the movie, we went to get a bite at Sapprano's Pizzaria. Soon after we headed to Jurong Point so shop for some stuffs. Thursday- spent the whole morning till the afternoon to complete our homework. I'm basically left with some questions for Math, Summary for English and Science which I have no idea what the homework is(:

Today? Well, we'll be going to my auntie's house soon after at about 12am. I really miss Bazli ): He went to Terengganu a few days back and he's finally home ! Pfft.. Once I reach his house later on, I shall give that cute little baby a kiss. & Oh yea, we've got a surprise for him. Hehehe.

Well, this will be my last or my second last post- if I have the time to post tomorrow, that is- before I head to my auntie's house in Malaysia. I've been looking forward to tomorrow since last week. I'll be out to meet the dudes at 2pm & 8pm tomorrow! Ah, so looking forward! Hehe. & I shall be leaving Sunday morning. Oh finally.

xoxo !

136, (Blank)

2009-06-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

I have got no idea.

I have been overwhelmed by such emotions.

I'm sorry if I've got to my moods too easily.

My schedule for the next few days:

Thursday

Out to town again.

More window-shopping.

Friday

Another good outing, Insyallah.

Saturday(the day I have been looking forward to)

Get lunch with one of gfys.

Window-shopping.

Meet the dudes at 8pm. *winkwink

Sunday

I NEED a break for myself.

I shall follow auntie to her house in Malaysia until Tuesday.

I wouldn't wanna worry about anything.

I'm looking forward to having a hell of a time there.

Wednesday

Get lunch with anyone.

Will head to United Square if I can.

Other than that, I will have to finish all my homework.

I'm not in a mood to post actually.