184, Breakdown..

I've been thinking hard about a situation and sadly, it just brings me pain. For the past few years, I thought it was nothing but come to think of it, I feel hurt now. That's what I've been feeling the past few days. Pain is the only thing my heart is sensing this moment. But I guess there's no point debating about it... Therefore, I'm giving in. I wish I wouldn't but I just don't have the heart to think of it anymore- Im weak. Still, it doesn't mean I'm fine with it.

On the other hand, 5 more days to go... & I don't know if I should be happy.

Sometimes, I just want to breakdown cause it's killing.